the haunting past............must press on
Satan, unlike God, throws my past in my face. This week has been no exception. I, like a fool, have let the JERK bring me down. All this showing me how despretatly i need God. I must confess it has been a struggle the past week, i just need to put my hope in my father and seek after him and i will be ok.
sigh, quick side note.....so i am listening to some music while writing this. My dad just walked by (he was on his way to bed) and in a very mean tone was like "you need to turn that crap down." i mean, he and my mom don't like my music....and thats ok with me. But they are always trying to point out why i shouldn't listen to it and how it is stupid. IT IS ALL CHRISTIAN MUSIC/ORIENTED!!! i mean it has a message, granted it is wrapted in a hard/loud manner, but quit attacking it. just makes me sad that they aren't always as accepting of things that really don't make much of a difference. ok, so that wasn't such a quick side note.
moving right along. to all the pine covers out there.....you will understand this. so for the majority, everyone i have tried to share with about my experience at pine cove, they have acted really uninterested. i mean thats ok.......but, to have something change a part of you, and you feel so excitied about it, then no one really gets it or cares. It sorta makes you disheartened. anyway thats about it.
go in God,
jake
sigh, quick side note.....so i am listening to some music while writing this. My dad just walked by (he was on his way to bed) and in a very mean tone was like "you need to turn that crap down." i mean, he and my mom don't like my music....and thats ok with me. But they are always trying to point out why i shouldn't listen to it and how it is stupid. IT IS ALL CHRISTIAN MUSIC/ORIENTED!!! i mean it has a message, granted it is wrapted in a hard/loud manner, but quit attacking it. just makes me sad that they aren't always as accepting of things that really don't make much of a difference. ok, so that wasn't such a quick side note.
moving right along. to all the pine covers out there.....you will understand this. so for the majority, everyone i have tried to share with about my experience at pine cove, they have acted really uninterested. i mean thats ok.......but, to have something change a part of you, and you feel so excitied about it, then no one really gets it or cares. It sorta makes you disheartened. anyway thats about it.
go in God,
jake