Sep 14, 2005 22:17
So life's going by at top speed. I've spent most of it doing art, sleeping, studying the human psych and moral codes, and running. It turns out I'm really pretty good at running, It's already pretty likely I'll go to state.
But right now, I'm trying to write this english paper on Albert Camus's The Stranger, exercising its main themes as the absurdity of the world and the meaninglessness of life. Whew, what a downer.
My brain just feels so full of things, all the stuff to remember, all the stuff to do, all the people to pursue, it's just too much. Two days ago I came home and just slept for 11 hours it was awesome, your brain forgets about everything temporarily and your in bliss.
I'm rather frustrated with the way things have worked out, Lana isn't in any of my classes and we are both to busy for much, not to mention the intense different social groups, it's awful really. I have no way to see her regularly and establish much of a relationship. It looks like my homecoming date will come from elsewhere, :(, man this really bugs me...... :G... awww come on world why?, WHY?!
whatever, there's plenty of time.