Who am I?

[deepblue6]

Ahhhhh, what am I doing with my Highschool Career. My friends, my time, my nights. What am I missing?, I can't just right them off as stoners, losers, messed-up kids. They aren't messed up!, they are the 4.0 gpa's the captains of the team! They are charismatic, friendly and intelligent. I want to be their friends, I want to be like them. I'm just the outside, cause I don't do that. I feel so aimless.

And, Lana, man, what about her... sigh....

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