oh man..
well everything W A S going great..
wednesday i finally got to go back to school. i surprised justin that morning and all the time between then and friday night was simply amazing. Great, unforgettable moments.. After the hard week before wed. we finally got to hang out and we were so happy, and un able to hold back our love. Just crazy about being able to just be around eachother. It was all so great.
then moments after we said our good byes friday night it all went back to hell.
For no good reason other than his mother has jealousy issues, he is grounded for a month. But really thats an excuse to keep us apart.. atleast seems that way. And now we are back to fighting, and being miserable and on a rocky road i guess you could say. It seems everytime his parents mess up it is taken out on our relationship.. not the one he has with them. His mom acts like nothing happend. i hate it, while shes going on in her crazy made up world justin is sitting there depressed, which makes me miserable because i cant do anything to change it for him. I cant even see him to brighten up his day, or even talk to him!
my world is being kept from me basically. I am growing a very strong dislike for that woman. Im scared of whats gonna happen this time.
other than that.. nothings happening. im finally getting my stuff in to my new room..but its taking forever to get it done. i hate having half my stuff in one room and the other half in the other. its annoying. but atleast it will be finished sometimes soon. i want the weekend to just end, so i can go to school and see justin. sinse thats the only time im gonna be seeing him for a while.
i hope the next 2 years go by quick so we can get the hell out of here.