mononucleosis = no good
well i finally found out why i have been so sick.. lucky me.. i got MoNo!!
everything has been shitty for a week now.. yesterday i went to the doctors and they freaked out over how dehydrated i was and put me on an IV and i had to get two bags of fluid pumped in to me.. i dont know why but that was a scary experience for me. I was freaking out, but i look back on it and it wasnt that big of a deal.
well my busch gardens trip with justin is cancelled. that really bums me out, but i have a feeling his mom is pleased about it. Everything between me and justin is getting so messed up. and its been extremely depressing lately. It seems as if no one wants us together.. and i am hardly getting to see him. I been crying alot lately.
not only are we going down hill.. but what about school.. let me start off the year behind. shit! nothing is going right.. i want to go back to school so badly. Fuckin mono!
i hate everything that is happening lately.. theres nothing to really look foward to anymore.. im just taking it one day at a time from here.
atleast my sister just called me. its times like now i wish she still lived here so i have someone to bother while im stuck in the house the whole day.. but nope. its just little ol' me.
we dont even fight anymore because we dont see eachother enough to argue. man, no more bashing eachothers heads in with phones.
well im gonna go patiently wait for 2 to roll around...
everything has been shitty for a week now.. yesterday i went to the doctors and they freaked out over how dehydrated i was and put me on an IV and i had to get two bags of fluid pumped in to me.. i dont know why but that was a scary experience for me. I was freaking out, but i look back on it and it wasnt that big of a deal.
well my busch gardens trip with justin is cancelled. that really bums me out, but i have a feeling his mom is pleased about it. Everything between me and justin is getting so messed up. and its been extremely depressing lately. It seems as if no one wants us together.. and i am hardly getting to see him. I been crying alot lately.
not only are we going down hill.. but what about school.. let me start off the year behind. shit! nothing is going right.. i want to go back to school so badly. Fuckin mono!
i hate everything that is happening lately.. theres nothing to really look foward to anymore.. im just taking it one day at a time from here.
atleast my sister just called me. its times like now i wish she still lived here so i have someone to bother while im stuck in the house the whole day.. but nope. its just little ol' me.
we dont even fight anymore because we dont see eachother enough to argue. man, no more bashing eachothers heads in with phones.
well im gonna go patiently wait for 2 to roll around...