merry fucking what now?
I thought by spending more time in the real world and less time day dreaming, that things would get better for Ian and myself...
...Ian left me last night.
Nothing I did was good enough (and he feels the same way). My love was never enough for him...he was always telling me I made him feel unwanted and unattractive (and I feel the same way). I just wish he would come home...Please Ian, come home...*tears*...
I give up.
I can't go through this again...I can't deal with a heart break again.
I hate this holiday.
...Ian left me last night.
Nothing I did was good enough (and he feels the same way). My love was never enough for him...he was always telling me I made him feel unwanted and unattractive (and I feel the same way). I just wish he would come home...Please Ian, come home...*tears*...
I give up.
I can't go through this again...I can't deal with a heart break again.
I hate this holiday.