Friday
Cross posted to male_subslave and deebeep.
Last Friday I spent the day at home, and was ordered to remain naked all day, save for my chastity belt. Despite being a sub, I'm normally clothed for purely practical reasons, unless we're specifically going to play.
I know that lots of people out there have an exhibitionism fetish, but frankly, I have to live around here; so the curtains were drawn and I kept a robe by the door in case I had to answer it. It wouldn't do to give the postman an unpleasant shock.
The rest of the time, I remained naked. It was odd- I'm not sure I could definately call it a turn on- talking to people on the phone while like this. I'm against the idea of making someone else an unwitting or unwilling part of your fantasy life.
For example, lots of femdom stories talk about sending the male into a store to buy lingerie for the Domme, and occasionally the sub has to explain to the counter girl why he's shopping for her. I'm sorry, but that is just 100% unfair to the vanilla people you interact with. I've worked in retail before and if someone told me that they were buying something for their Mistress, or that she had ordered them to buy it for themselves, I would be very much put out, embarassed and annoyed at that person.
Anyway, what I'm getting at is that I didn't think it was fair to be getting turned on by the poor telemarketers and etc. I happened to talk to that day. I brought myself around to the idea, however, that I was really just turned on by how I was wearing the CB, and naked- and therefore in a "play" setting- but just carrying on normal life.
In my head, that made me feel a little more like a slave than usual- because it was encroaching (in a controlled way) on other parts of my life.
Respectfully,
deebeep
Last Friday I spent the day at home, and was ordered to remain naked all day, save for my chastity belt. Despite being a sub, I'm normally clothed for purely practical reasons, unless we're specifically going to play.
I know that lots of people out there have an exhibitionism fetish, but frankly, I have to live around here; so the curtains were drawn and I kept a robe by the door in case I had to answer it. It wouldn't do to give the postman an unpleasant shock.
The rest of the time, I remained naked. It was odd- I'm not sure I could definately call it a turn on- talking to people on the phone while like this. I'm against the idea of making someone else an unwitting or unwilling part of your fantasy life.
For example, lots of femdom stories talk about sending the male into a store to buy lingerie for the Domme, and occasionally the sub has to explain to the counter girl why he's shopping for her. I'm sorry, but that is just 100% unfair to the vanilla people you interact with. I've worked in retail before and if someone told me that they were buying something for their Mistress, or that she had ordered them to buy it for themselves, I would be very much put out, embarassed and annoyed at that person.
Anyway, what I'm getting at is that I didn't think it was fair to be getting turned on by the poor telemarketers and etc. I happened to talk to that day. I brought myself around to the idea, however, that I was really just turned on by how I was wearing the CB, and naked- and therefore in a "play" setting- but just carrying on normal life.
In my head, that made me feel a little more like a slave than usual- because it was encroaching (in a controlled way) on other parts of my life.
Respectfully,
deebeep