[Fic] A new kind of therapy: Chapter 8
Kamenashi opened the door and stood still, trying to figure out if he was dreaming or not. He took one step back as he realized who was the person standing at his front door. What was he doing there? Was he there to kick him, beat him up or to insult him? Was he going to do anything worse than that? Kazuya felt scared and happy at the same time seeing that man there. So happy and yet so ashamed.
“Does my hair look good?”
“Am I wearing the right pajamas?”
“Am I even wearing a pajama?”
“What if I look too sleepy?”
“Do I look good?”
Those were the type of question that started going round and round in his head. It ended up troubling him even more than the presence of the man.
Thank god it turned dark as soon as the door closed and the man entered the room. He wasn’t all that happy that the man god inside because he was being pushed closer to the wall behind him, trembling at the idea of having the other so close to him. It made his heart race more than normal, more than ever before. Thank god the door closed! If it hadn’t, the other would have noticed the blush that crossed his face.
- Get out, he almost whispered, knowing deep inside that it wasn’t enough to drive the other away. Did he even want the other to leave? Probably not. It felt good having him there although he didn’t really know why or what was he doing there. Leaving would have probably crushed his heart.
- No…, came the quick and calm reply as his body moved close and closer to the boy.
Kazuya shuttered and tried looking behind so not to crash into the wall but it was useless. His body glued to it in just a second and he could feel the breath of the other lingering on his neck. It felt so warm that it kind of made him want to hug the other and sleep into his arms.
He couldn’t do that and he knew it. He had to drive the other away no matter what his heart might tell him to do in exchange. And it wasn’t just his heart that seemed to be so against him. His body reacted as well, making two against one, body and heart against mind, and it was obvious he could no longer win.
When did he become so vulnerable in front of the other? He was superior. He had to be since the other was nothing more than an idiot and a too laid back person. He should have been able to say a clear no and make the other just turn around and disappear. He should have made a stand and impose himself but, instead, he was almost trembling at the idea of a touch and silently hoping for a kiss.
- Please, he begged.
He begged for his own mental stability, for the peace of his heart. He begged so that he could stop feeling the urge to kiss and hug the other. He begged when he should have yelled. And his voice was softer and gentler than ever. It was not going to work. Definitely not.
As soon as he spoke those words, the body of the visitor got even closer to his, covering it entirely while both hands caught his and raised them up. Kazuya felt something cold going down his fingers and wrapping itself around his wrist but he couldn’t tell what it was in the dark. It was pretty thin and small so he naturally thought that it could have been his bracelet. He missed his bracelet. He wanted it back more than he ever wanted anything else. Not as much as he wanted that man but close enough. It was their link.
A pair of lips went down his neck so he involuntarily lifted up his head, making space. Why he didn’t know. He just felt it was the right thing to do. His body felt it and reacted according to it.
That pair of lips seemed to be looking for his, trying to capture and feel them.
- Show me the bedroom, the guest asked, slowly brushing Kazuya’s arms before reaching his waist.
Kamenashi shuttered again and bit his lips, feeling heat taking over. And then again… what it he did that? What could happen if he would just give in to his feelings and let them take over? It couldn’t be all that bad. But then again, his heart would get even more hurt by the rejection. But was he even being rejected?
Before he could think about all that, his body already started moving and guided the other to the bedroom making room for him to enter and take control.
“It’s useless “Kazuya finally thought, realizing that his desire was stronger than his logic. He might have been about to make a big mistake but it didn’t matter anymore.
He twitched as soon as he felt his body falling on the surface of the bed and the stronger one ending up on top of him. It made him remember that Friday night.
He wished to say something but as soon as he opened his mouth, those luscious lips took control of his and he felt a tongue entering freely, playing with his. It continued like that for several minutes. A tongue game. His lips were sucked on at a time, his tongue as well, before entangling in a series of tongue licking. He lacked air. He needed air so bad that he even tried sucking it from the other but the more he did that, more passionate the kiss became and in the end he felt like chocking. A single second was enough for him to take a deep breath and stop the shred of saliva that wanted to fall down his cheek. All of a sudden, he was really dizzy and his eyes got a bit blurry.
In just a moment, a breeze of cold air hit his body as his shirt got pulled over and thrown somewhere on a chair. His body twitched at the touch of a warm skin and then arched a bit as that sensation grew bigger and bigger, covering his entire body.
He moved himself, his hands reaching for the shirt the guest wore, practically ripping it off while trying to take it off. Both their chests touched for a few seconds and a pair of moans made themselves heard in the silence of the apartment. At that point he realized he was only wearing a pair of black boxers and that made his entire body tremble. He was indeed vulnerable.
The soft touch of those hands ran down his nape, then on his arms and finally rested close to his waist, making him wonder if they were going to go any lower than that. He got caught in another set of hot kisses and didn’t really noticed the fact that his boxers were being slowly pulled down until the same hand who did that decided to slowly caress the length of his crotch. Kazuya moaned again and so did the other. The friction between their bodies got stronger and stronger, more difficult to ignore and surely not without effect. As soon as their bodies glued to each other, or they were close to being glued, both let out a groan and their breaths got thicker.
Kazuya felt his thighs being caressed by the other and bit his lips, pulling his head backwards, trying to avoid looking at the man. Sure it was dark, but even in that darkness he felt he could be seen and laughed upon. After all, he was strongly blushing, he was even panting, pulling the sheets on his bed while digging his nails inside them, and all that just because a set of fingers rolled down his thighs and brushed his skin, up and down. Another soft moan escaped his lips when he felt pressing against his asshole a big throbbing member that wanted to get inside.
He curled in his sheets as the tip of the crotch entered him and strongly bit his lower lip, trying not to let other embarrassing sound escape. His legs got wide open while the pair of hands still brushed his thighs but they were soon abandoned as the strong arms went up the slim waist and brushed alongside the boy’s arms, making them lift up. Kazuya felt his own fingers tapping his ears a bit and then the hot skin of the man’s arms resting upon his chest, playing with his nipples.
He arched because of instinct the moment he felt the wet tongue circling his nipples. He didn’t really mean anything by it despite causing such a major reaction. Moving his hips only brought him closer to the other, making the tip of the crotch slide even deeper inside his tight hole.
It was the first time he moaned the other one’s name. Until then, he wasn’t fully prepared to acknowledge the other but it was time. He was once again being embraced by Jin and his body reacted the same way it did the first time. The way he was enjoying himself almost made him sick of himself. But it was natural. After all, he was in the arms of the one he loved and not some stranger picked up on a street.
Jin took the moving of hips as a sign he could continue so he didn’t bother preparing the other for the sudden intrusion. He just thrusted, with all force, causing small tickles all over his crotch. His manhood was throbbing in anticipation and almost exploded in pleasure at the touch of the wet inside.
Kazuya gasped and closed his fists, trying to raise his hands but he couldn’t because they were being hold still by the other. His hips moved again, his body arching, every muscle in his body tensing at the moment of the first deep thrust. He managed in an end to move his arms and he decided they should be placed on Jin’s waist, attempting a change of position. It was then when he realized Jin hadn’t completely taken of his jeans, that they were slide down, dropped close to the knees and that the cold metal he felt on his right thighs was the lock of his belt.
He could feel spasm inside him, making him twitch, shiver and move before he could think what’s best to do next. He was losing control over his own body, that if he ever had control over it.
The older one pulled out and thrusted again, with the same force, increasing in speed and deepness.
Before they knew it, Kazuya found himself wrapping his arms around Jin’s neck, their chests touching, while the older one hold the boy up in his lap, both his hands on the younger one’s ass. The position put lest restraint on Kazuya but the movement became more difficult so Jin had no other choice but to thrust deep, with all force, filling the other completely.
Kazuya could feel Jin’s respiration close to his ear and that made him insane. It was already impossible to stand that heat, why were things getting more and more difficult to handle?
Jin was sucking the skin on the boy’s shoulder, while grabbing the slim waist and making sure the distance between them remained as small as it was supposed to.
A shiver ran down their spines and both gasped, holding each other tighter in their arms, kissing one last time before climaxing.
Kamenashi rested his head on Jin’s shoulder and tried to catch his breathe. It was still hot and he was sweaty, not that the other wasn’t as well, but he felt the need of a cold shower just like a fish needed water. Just the thought of it made him feel better but it didn’t last long. He snapped his eyes open an soon as he felt Jin’s fingers running down his spine. He tried to move but only managed to make himself moan again. He finally let his own body fall on the bed and moved a bit, releasing himself from Jin’s possession. The dripping substance that filled him all the way in left even more burning sensation on his thighs but it didn’t matter anymore.
- Leave…, he almost chocked while saying, hiding his eyes with his hands.
That was it. They did it, they had sex so now he was going to be abandoned. He didn’t mean anything to Jin anyway so why would something else happen? He tried holding back his tears and not sniff despite feeling the urge to burst into cry and take shelter in Jin’s arms.
- Not that again…, Jin sighed, forcing both hands to move from above Kazuya’s eyes.
He twitched a bit at the sight of the small formed tears but he could only smile bitterly and kiss them, placing later on another kiss on the soft lips he ravished.
- When are you going to listen till the end? he softly asked, brushing the boy’s lips before letting his own fingers get lost in the curled brown hair. Turn on a light, he requested, just as softly, caressing Kazuya’s right cheek.
- What? the boy almost sobbed, lighting up a small lamp above his nightstand.
- I am sorry. I am really sorry, Kazuya, but I can no longer work there. I can’t be your doctor anymore, he calmly began.
- I know that! Kazuya almost shouted, getting Jin’s hands out of his way so that he could get out of bed. His waist was caught and his body pulled back on the bed, in the strong arms of the older one’s.
- And I don’t want to be your doctor anymore, Jin continued despite the quiet sobs and small tears he felt rolling down the boy’s cheeks and falling on his arms. I don’t want to be your doctor anymore.
- I know that…, Kazuya cried, feeling exasperation taking over him. He wanted to. He wanted to be more around Jin and therapy was the only way. Why was Jin refusing him that?
- I cannot date my patients, Kazuya, so please don’t hate me for abandoning therapy. It was the only way, Jin added, smiling a bit more happily, anticipating the boy’s reaction to his words.
He was waiting for that burst of happiness, for the sudden “eh?” spoken so loudly that it could wake up the entire building apartment, for the happy tears and the strong hug that could leave him without air. He didn’t get any of that though. Kazuya just blinked a few times, stopped crying and turned around, looking at him almost murderous. His hands took hold of Jin’s neck, pushing him down on his back, while squeezing a bit, trying to suffocate him.
- Kaz…, Jin tried talking but he could.
- Are you an idiot?! You could have said that from the start! I wouldn’t have thrown my bracelet away, nor cried, nor look so stupid after sleeping with you, he shouted, not letting Jin go.
A smile appeared on the older one’s face while one of his hands moved and touched Kazuya’s right wrist. The boy gasped and got teary again as he saw his bracelet right were it was supposed to be, complete and unharmed. His hands left Jin’s neck as his anger disappeared. He just leaned down and placed a kiss on the man’s lips, sticking his tongue inside the allowing mouth and doing the same thing Jin had done to him before.
Jin hugged Kazuya and brought him closer to his chest, their bodies uniting once more. A few seconds later, the boy stood up on his hands and looked the other straight in the eyes.
- Are you trying to say you want to date me? he asked, his heart beating like crazy.
- I’d better be, Jin laughed. Especially after this, he smiled while looking around him.
Sure, the light only covered part of his and Kazuya’s face and illuminated a bit of the pillows on the bed but that was about it. Still, the mess could be seen and especially smelled. It was obvious what happened. Their bodies were sweaty and the cum was still not wiped off.
- So…are we? Kazuya asked again, feeling his heart on fire. Of course sex wasn’t just sex but passion took over him. He desired so much for Jin’s body that he didn’t mind his heart getting hurt. Now that his body was satisfied, he needed to put his heart at peace. And his mind as well.
- Actually, I thought we were after the first time we slept together. What was with that note anyway?
Jin seemed angrier asking that and it showed in his action. He stood up and pulled Kazuya’s hair while getting him closer again, demanding a straightforward answer.
- You were dreaming so…, Kazuya tried to explain.
- Dreaming? I wasn’t dreaming anything. Sure, I was a bit too bold and that surprised me, but I know exactly what I did.
- What?! Yes you were!! You said: such a perfect dream!!! Kazuya shouted.
- I meant it as in it seems as if it’s a dream. Not that I am dreaming, Jin pouted when seeing the perplexed look on the boy’s face.
Kazuya face palmed himself and wondered why the hell did he got so concerned about the other. Jin was an idiot and he had forgotten about that. If he hadn’t, none of that would have happened. Akanishi Jin was an idiot and he had to be treated as one.
- Just forget about the note, he finally spoke with a smile on his face.
Even though he cried and felt so bad about everything, hearing that and talking normally with Jin stopped any bad feelings that revolved inside his mind. He just couldn’t convince himself to be mad at Jin.
- Kazu…, Jin began, with a grin on his face.
- What?
- This position is kind of turning me on; Akanishi smirked, licking his lips.
Kamenashi looked at himself and blushed. He was sitting in Jin’s lap, his bottom placed exactly over the older one’s crotch. Both his hands were on Jin’s chest, close to his nipples while his legs were spread enough, just in case. He blushed again and looked away, biting his own lips.
- Kazu? Akanishi asked on a playful tone, smirking even more.
- Hm? the other just mumbled, still not looking at the older one.
- I think I’m going to spend the night with you.
Kazuya gasped as he felt his entire body being lifted up and immediately took support on Jin’s shoulders. Their eyes made contact and both of them smiled.
Another loud shout was heard as the boy got pushed on his back and Jin took the appearance of a wolf ready to devour his pray.
A/N : not the end
“Does my hair look good?”
“Am I wearing the right pajamas?”
“Am I even wearing a pajama?”
“What if I look too sleepy?”
“Do I look good?”
Those were the type of question that started going round and round in his head. It ended up troubling him even more than the presence of the man.
Thank god it turned dark as soon as the door closed and the man entered the room. He wasn’t all that happy that the man god inside because he was being pushed closer to the wall behind him, trembling at the idea of having the other so close to him. It made his heart race more than normal, more than ever before. Thank god the door closed! If it hadn’t, the other would have noticed the blush that crossed his face.
- Get out, he almost whispered, knowing deep inside that it wasn’t enough to drive the other away. Did he even want the other to leave? Probably not. It felt good having him there although he didn’t really know why or what was he doing there. Leaving would have probably crushed his heart.
- No…, came the quick and calm reply as his body moved close and closer to the boy.
Kazuya shuttered and tried looking behind so not to crash into the wall but it was useless. His body glued to it in just a second and he could feel the breath of the other lingering on his neck. It felt so warm that it kind of made him want to hug the other and sleep into his arms.
He couldn’t do that and he knew it. He had to drive the other away no matter what his heart might tell him to do in exchange. And it wasn’t just his heart that seemed to be so against him. His body reacted as well, making two against one, body and heart against mind, and it was obvious he could no longer win.
When did he become so vulnerable in front of the other? He was superior. He had to be since the other was nothing more than an idiot and a too laid back person. He should have been able to say a clear no and make the other just turn around and disappear. He should have made a stand and impose himself but, instead, he was almost trembling at the idea of a touch and silently hoping for a kiss.
- Please, he begged.
He begged for his own mental stability, for the peace of his heart. He begged so that he could stop feeling the urge to kiss and hug the other. He begged when he should have yelled. And his voice was softer and gentler than ever. It was not going to work. Definitely not.
As soon as he spoke those words, the body of the visitor got even closer to his, covering it entirely while both hands caught his and raised them up. Kazuya felt something cold going down his fingers and wrapping itself around his wrist but he couldn’t tell what it was in the dark. It was pretty thin and small so he naturally thought that it could have been his bracelet. He missed his bracelet. He wanted it back more than he ever wanted anything else. Not as much as he wanted that man but close enough. It was their link.
A pair of lips went down his neck so he involuntarily lifted up his head, making space. Why he didn’t know. He just felt it was the right thing to do. His body felt it and reacted according to it.
That pair of lips seemed to be looking for his, trying to capture and feel them.
- Show me the bedroom, the guest asked, slowly brushing Kazuya’s arms before reaching his waist.
Kamenashi shuttered again and bit his lips, feeling heat taking over. And then again… what it he did that? What could happen if he would just give in to his feelings and let them take over? It couldn’t be all that bad. But then again, his heart would get even more hurt by the rejection. But was he even being rejected?
Before he could think about all that, his body already started moving and guided the other to the bedroom making room for him to enter and take control.
“It’s useless “Kazuya finally thought, realizing that his desire was stronger than his logic. He might have been about to make a big mistake but it didn’t matter anymore.
He twitched as soon as he felt his body falling on the surface of the bed and the stronger one ending up on top of him. It made him remember that Friday night.
He wished to say something but as soon as he opened his mouth, those luscious lips took control of his and he felt a tongue entering freely, playing with his. It continued like that for several minutes. A tongue game. His lips were sucked on at a time, his tongue as well, before entangling in a series of tongue licking. He lacked air. He needed air so bad that he even tried sucking it from the other but the more he did that, more passionate the kiss became and in the end he felt like chocking. A single second was enough for him to take a deep breath and stop the shred of saliva that wanted to fall down his cheek. All of a sudden, he was really dizzy and his eyes got a bit blurry.
In just a moment, a breeze of cold air hit his body as his shirt got pulled over and thrown somewhere on a chair. His body twitched at the touch of a warm skin and then arched a bit as that sensation grew bigger and bigger, covering his entire body.
He moved himself, his hands reaching for the shirt the guest wore, practically ripping it off while trying to take it off. Both their chests touched for a few seconds and a pair of moans made themselves heard in the silence of the apartment. At that point he realized he was only wearing a pair of black boxers and that made his entire body tremble. He was indeed vulnerable.
The soft touch of those hands ran down his nape, then on his arms and finally rested close to his waist, making him wonder if they were going to go any lower than that. He got caught in another set of hot kisses and didn’t really noticed the fact that his boxers were being slowly pulled down until the same hand who did that decided to slowly caress the length of his crotch. Kazuya moaned again and so did the other. The friction between their bodies got stronger and stronger, more difficult to ignore and surely not without effect. As soon as their bodies glued to each other, or they were close to being glued, both let out a groan and their breaths got thicker.
Kazuya felt his thighs being caressed by the other and bit his lips, pulling his head backwards, trying to avoid looking at the man. Sure it was dark, but even in that darkness he felt he could be seen and laughed upon. After all, he was strongly blushing, he was even panting, pulling the sheets on his bed while digging his nails inside them, and all that just because a set of fingers rolled down his thighs and brushed his skin, up and down. Another soft moan escaped his lips when he felt pressing against his asshole a big throbbing member that wanted to get inside.
He curled in his sheets as the tip of the crotch entered him and strongly bit his lower lip, trying not to let other embarrassing sound escape. His legs got wide open while the pair of hands still brushed his thighs but they were soon abandoned as the strong arms went up the slim waist and brushed alongside the boy’s arms, making them lift up. Kazuya felt his own fingers tapping his ears a bit and then the hot skin of the man’s arms resting upon his chest, playing with his nipples.
He arched because of instinct the moment he felt the wet tongue circling his nipples. He didn’t really mean anything by it despite causing such a major reaction. Moving his hips only brought him closer to the other, making the tip of the crotch slide even deeper inside his tight hole.
It was the first time he moaned the other one’s name. Until then, he wasn’t fully prepared to acknowledge the other but it was time. He was once again being embraced by Jin and his body reacted the same way it did the first time. The way he was enjoying himself almost made him sick of himself. But it was natural. After all, he was in the arms of the one he loved and not some stranger picked up on a street.
Jin took the moving of hips as a sign he could continue so he didn’t bother preparing the other for the sudden intrusion. He just thrusted, with all force, causing small tickles all over his crotch. His manhood was throbbing in anticipation and almost exploded in pleasure at the touch of the wet inside.
Kazuya gasped and closed his fists, trying to raise his hands but he couldn’t because they were being hold still by the other. His hips moved again, his body arching, every muscle in his body tensing at the moment of the first deep thrust. He managed in an end to move his arms and he decided they should be placed on Jin’s waist, attempting a change of position. It was then when he realized Jin hadn’t completely taken of his jeans, that they were slide down, dropped close to the knees and that the cold metal he felt on his right thighs was the lock of his belt.
He could feel spasm inside him, making him twitch, shiver and move before he could think what’s best to do next. He was losing control over his own body, that if he ever had control over it.
The older one pulled out and thrusted again, with the same force, increasing in speed and deepness.
Before they knew it, Kazuya found himself wrapping his arms around Jin’s neck, their chests touching, while the older one hold the boy up in his lap, both his hands on the younger one’s ass. The position put lest restraint on Kazuya but the movement became more difficult so Jin had no other choice but to thrust deep, with all force, filling the other completely.
Kazuya could feel Jin’s respiration close to his ear and that made him insane. It was already impossible to stand that heat, why were things getting more and more difficult to handle?
Jin was sucking the skin on the boy’s shoulder, while grabbing the slim waist and making sure the distance between them remained as small as it was supposed to.
A shiver ran down their spines and both gasped, holding each other tighter in their arms, kissing one last time before climaxing.
Kamenashi rested his head on Jin’s shoulder and tried to catch his breathe. It was still hot and he was sweaty, not that the other wasn’t as well, but he felt the need of a cold shower just like a fish needed water. Just the thought of it made him feel better but it didn’t last long. He snapped his eyes open an soon as he felt Jin’s fingers running down his spine. He tried to move but only managed to make himself moan again. He finally let his own body fall on the bed and moved a bit, releasing himself from Jin’s possession. The dripping substance that filled him all the way in left even more burning sensation on his thighs but it didn’t matter anymore.
- Leave…, he almost chocked while saying, hiding his eyes with his hands.
That was it. They did it, they had sex so now he was going to be abandoned. He didn’t mean anything to Jin anyway so why would something else happen? He tried holding back his tears and not sniff despite feeling the urge to burst into cry and take shelter in Jin’s arms.
- Not that again…, Jin sighed, forcing both hands to move from above Kazuya’s eyes.
He twitched a bit at the sight of the small formed tears but he could only smile bitterly and kiss them, placing later on another kiss on the soft lips he ravished.
- When are you going to listen till the end? he softly asked, brushing the boy’s lips before letting his own fingers get lost in the curled brown hair. Turn on a light, he requested, just as softly, caressing Kazuya’s right cheek.
- What? the boy almost sobbed, lighting up a small lamp above his nightstand.
- I am sorry. I am really sorry, Kazuya, but I can no longer work there. I can’t be your doctor anymore, he calmly began.
- I know that! Kazuya almost shouted, getting Jin’s hands out of his way so that he could get out of bed. His waist was caught and his body pulled back on the bed, in the strong arms of the older one’s.
- And I don’t want to be your doctor anymore, Jin continued despite the quiet sobs and small tears he felt rolling down the boy’s cheeks and falling on his arms. I don’t want to be your doctor anymore.
- I know that…, Kazuya cried, feeling exasperation taking over him. He wanted to. He wanted to be more around Jin and therapy was the only way. Why was Jin refusing him that?
- I cannot date my patients, Kazuya, so please don’t hate me for abandoning therapy. It was the only way, Jin added, smiling a bit more happily, anticipating the boy’s reaction to his words.
He was waiting for that burst of happiness, for the sudden “eh?” spoken so loudly that it could wake up the entire building apartment, for the happy tears and the strong hug that could leave him without air. He didn’t get any of that though. Kazuya just blinked a few times, stopped crying and turned around, looking at him almost murderous. His hands took hold of Jin’s neck, pushing him down on his back, while squeezing a bit, trying to suffocate him.
- Kaz…, Jin tried talking but he could.
- Are you an idiot?! You could have said that from the start! I wouldn’t have thrown my bracelet away, nor cried, nor look so stupid after sleeping with you, he shouted, not letting Jin go.
A smile appeared on the older one’s face while one of his hands moved and touched Kazuya’s right wrist. The boy gasped and got teary again as he saw his bracelet right were it was supposed to be, complete and unharmed. His hands left Jin’s neck as his anger disappeared. He just leaned down and placed a kiss on the man’s lips, sticking his tongue inside the allowing mouth and doing the same thing Jin had done to him before.
Jin hugged Kazuya and brought him closer to his chest, their bodies uniting once more. A few seconds later, the boy stood up on his hands and looked the other straight in the eyes.
- Are you trying to say you want to date me? he asked, his heart beating like crazy.
- I’d better be, Jin laughed. Especially after this, he smiled while looking around him.
Sure, the light only covered part of his and Kazuya’s face and illuminated a bit of the pillows on the bed but that was about it. Still, the mess could be seen and especially smelled. It was obvious what happened. Their bodies were sweaty and the cum was still not wiped off.
- So…are we? Kazuya asked again, feeling his heart on fire. Of course sex wasn’t just sex but passion took over him. He desired so much for Jin’s body that he didn’t mind his heart getting hurt. Now that his body was satisfied, he needed to put his heart at peace. And his mind as well.
- Actually, I thought we were after the first time we slept together. What was with that note anyway?
Jin seemed angrier asking that and it showed in his action. He stood up and pulled Kazuya’s hair while getting him closer again, demanding a straightforward answer.
- You were dreaming so…, Kazuya tried to explain.
- Dreaming? I wasn’t dreaming anything. Sure, I was a bit too bold and that surprised me, but I know exactly what I did.
- What?! Yes you were!! You said: such a perfect dream!!! Kazuya shouted.
- I meant it as in it seems as if it’s a dream. Not that I am dreaming, Jin pouted when seeing the perplexed look on the boy’s face.
Kazuya face palmed himself and wondered why the hell did he got so concerned about the other. Jin was an idiot and he had forgotten about that. If he hadn’t, none of that would have happened. Akanishi Jin was an idiot and he had to be treated as one.
- Just forget about the note, he finally spoke with a smile on his face.
Even though he cried and felt so bad about everything, hearing that and talking normally with Jin stopped any bad feelings that revolved inside his mind. He just couldn’t convince himself to be mad at Jin.
- Kazu…, Jin began, with a grin on his face.
- What?
- This position is kind of turning me on; Akanishi smirked, licking his lips.
Kamenashi looked at himself and blushed. He was sitting in Jin’s lap, his bottom placed exactly over the older one’s crotch. Both his hands were on Jin’s chest, close to his nipples while his legs were spread enough, just in case. He blushed again and looked away, biting his own lips.
- Kazu? Akanishi asked on a playful tone, smirking even more.
- Hm? the other just mumbled, still not looking at the older one.
- I think I’m going to spend the night with you.
Kazuya gasped as he felt his entire body being lifted up and immediately took support on Jin’s shoulders. Their eyes made contact and both of them smiled.
Another loud shout was heard as the boy got pushed on his back and Jin took the appearance of a wolf ready to devour his pray.
A/N : not the end