I could have my own show. These are the days of India's life.
So I have come to find that my husband really is a dumbass. He went to Shreveport this weekend, got drunk, walked downtown, and then wondered why he got jumped and robbed. Duh! So they stole all of his money, which means that I didn't get any money to help me buy diapers and stuff. Since we've separated I've only gotten $50 from him, and he's only seen his daughter a few times. How can someone be so damn irresponsible? Ugh! I took Ariel to the doctor yesterday. She's wheezing again. I have to get her this medicine (I hope her Medicaid isn't expired.) and if it doesn't work we have to do those breathing treatments...again. My poor little girl. She has problems eating and drinking when all of this goes on. It's so sad to see someone so helpless, especially being that this little helpless angel is my child. I have never smoked around her...ever. So why does she have these problems? I didn't smoke during my pregnancy either. :( I'm so stressed. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow. I'm supposed to get the results from my culture. I have been so sick and tired lately. I am hoping that it is just stress, and that I don't really have anything too bad wrong with me. On that note...I do have some good news. I got a raise and more hours at work. Now I will be making enough money to cover my expenses, plus I will have at least $300 extra every month. Yeay. Well...actually I have to pay my debts then I will have extra money. Hmmm. I can't win for losing. I used to hate when my mother said that. LOL. I also have a stalker, which I can't get too much into detail about. But he's VERY involved with someone else, and yet he won't quit trying to find ways to talk to me even though I told him that I needed my space. Do I have to spell it out or what? I mean...I have enough going on. I don't need someone acting like he is in love with me when he is with her pretending that he dislikes me. Whatever. Are all men fucked up or is it just the ones that want me? I told my mom (jokingly) that I was going to become a lesbian so I wouldn't have to deal with men anymore. She got all serious and said, "Well, at least marry a rich lesbian." I almost died. LOL. I had to explain to her that it was just a joke. Anyways...I will update later. Hope everyone who read this has a peachy day.