walkin down memory lane...with my ruby red cane...and a great dane

[dedmachine]

hey you guys remember when i was an angsty teenager...and wrote how everything sucked and i hated everyone in here everyday?....well i didnt...then i went back and read a bunch of really old journal entrys...i was kind of a jackass....but more interesting than those old entrys...was the old comments i read....id forgotten who...and more importantly

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[secretwishes]

I've been okay. I live in Chicago now which sucks. I moved to New York a few years ago and moved here last summer, and I really miss New York and am going to move back as soon as I can. Where do you live now? Somewhere warm and Southwestern it sounds if you're growing peppers. I work at a design firm, ride bikes, take care of my stinky old dog and that's about it these days, I'm still really boring. What about you? What have you been doing with yourself?

I have a myspace but I never ever update it. I think the url is myspace.com/thebigcomedown. I have a Twitter account, too, under the same name. No Facebook. I tried to sign up for it once and it wouldn't let me because my college wasn't prestigious enough, so fuck them. My grandma has a Facebook and is always trying to get me to sign up because she wants to "write on my wall." I'm like, g-ma, come visit me and you can write all over my walls in my apartment! She came to see me like 5 times when I was in NY and now that I'm like a short drive away - nothin'. Oh well. I wouldn't visit me in Chicago, either.

[dedmachine]

why do you have such hate for chicago?
you have to explain this to me
and theres really nothing boring sounding about your life actually
what do you do at the design firm?
i havent been doing anything really good for myself...i dunno
i got stuck in a rut as a teenager and never really got all the way back out....fucking lame

your college wasnt prestigious enough?>? what?!??

i tryed living in new york for a minute....it didnt work

unfortunitly im living in boise idaho right now....and im going to split the first chance i get

gahhhhhh

[secretwishes]

I don't hate Chicago, I just find it really boring/midwestern. New York spoiled and probably changed me a bit, and now I don't think I can ever really live anywhere else for long. I have a good job here, I am the project manager at a small firm with 3 designers and the owner. I have a washing machine/dryer which I didn't have in New York, and a pretty big apartment. Also I live closer to my best friend. Chicago has it's bonuses, but I just really miss the culture of New York.

I know what you mean about getting stuck in a rut. I really want to go back to college but I'm also kind of afraid to but it doesn't matter because I can't afford it anyway.

Hah in regards to the Facebook thing, when I tried to sign up Facebook was still just for college kids, but I was a college kid so I was like sure whatever I'll do this thing...but it wouldn't accept Macomb as a university (even though it is!) so I have a grudge against Facebook now. I don't do a lot of this social networking thing anyway, it would just be really outdated. I think my Myspace says I still live in New York.

How did you wind up in Idaho?

[dedmachine]

oh...you find chicago boring eh? weird
yea a washer and dryer are a plus though....for sure

well fuck facebook anyway

i ended up in idaho because a suck at life basically