Dec 15, 2004 19:16
had a great talk tonight with the ex online and i think that we're gonna be able to be friends now. he's got a new girlfriend, but we talked about my crush a little bit. of course, his girlfriend is definitely better looking than i am (how sad). but, he said he thought the same thing that i did. the reason my crush acts the way he does is because he likes me and another girl. i know who the other girl is and i'm pretty sure that she doesn't like him back. i also know that he doesn't flirt with her the way he flirts with me.
tomorrow i have my c pd. exam with his best friend so i'm gonna tell him that i like my crush. i have my d pd. exam with him, but he probably won't know by then, and even if he does, we'll be testing the whole time so it won't matter. if he doesn't like me back, then i have christmas vacation to get over the embarrassment. but, i'm pretty sure that he does like me.
my ex told me good luck, that's awesome, and he finally has our homecoming pics!! now mom'll get off my case. well, i'm just so happy that me and the ex are going to be friends again (at least it seems like we're at that point) and i would really love to be friends again like we were before we dated because we were so close this summer. i'm also excited because i just have a good feeling that my crush likes me back and something good could come out of it.
i'm not even stressed that my apush test is tomorrow and i've barely studied. plus, i got some new polo shirts today when i went shopping with my friends after school and a pair of dc skate shoes (because i have always wanted a pair my whole life) and i got to see my old softball coach who i aboslutely love!! go coach strong!!