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ok, so today in math we had a workday to study for the exam, but i didn't study, i spent the whole period talking to my crush. he acts like he likes me and is always hugging on me, but we don't really have much to talk about. i mean, we walked down the hallway together to our next class, but we didn't really have anything to say.
i really like him and tomorrow, if i get a chance (cuz since i said it i haven't really had a chance) i'm going to tell his best friend that i like him. i don't think it'll be that bad, because just in case he doesn't like me and that scares him off, at least we'll have christmas holidays right after this so maybe he'll forget it.
the only thing i'm bummed about is that he's in the classes we have exams in on wednesday and thursday, and we have d period for the full time tomorrow because it's lunch, so i can't have crap days.
but, i've noticed, he pays more attention to me on the days that i get lazy and wear a t-shirt and my hair in a ponytail. but, maybe that's an advantage. maybe he likes me more like that and if we dated i wouldn't have to worry about always being dressed up. i mean, when i was going out with the ex, he was always dressed up (the guy even manages to look "nice" in gym shorts and a t-shirt) so i always felt underdressed around him. my crush mainly wears t-shirts and jeans, (the ex wears nice button-up shirts and jeans or khakis) so he's more like the typical teenage guy.
but he needs to know that i like him because he really acts like he likes me. he may be quiet around me because he likes me. he doesn't flirt with the other girls like he does with me, but that's also because i'm pretty close to him when i'm around and they don't always make a point of it. but, i'm not going to shoot myself down, i think he likes me (i mean, you know, you just get that feeling sometimes) and i'm going to do something about it.
of course, maybe i'm just crazy because it's exam week and my brain is fried!!
i really like him and tomorrow, if i get a chance (cuz since i said it i haven't really had a chance) i'm going to tell his best friend that i like him. i don't think it'll be that bad, because just in case he doesn't like me and that scares him off, at least we'll have christmas holidays right after this so maybe he'll forget it.
the only thing i'm bummed about is that he's in the classes we have exams in on wednesday and thursday, and we have d period for the full time tomorrow because it's lunch, so i can't have crap days.
but, i've noticed, he pays more attention to me on the days that i get lazy and wear a t-shirt and my hair in a ponytail. but, maybe that's an advantage. maybe he likes me more like that and if we dated i wouldn't have to worry about always being dressed up. i mean, when i was going out with the ex, he was always dressed up (the guy even manages to look "nice" in gym shorts and a t-shirt) so i always felt underdressed around him. my crush mainly wears t-shirts and jeans, (the ex wears nice button-up shirts and jeans or khakis) so he's more like the typical teenage guy.
but he needs to know that i like him because he really acts like he likes me. he may be quiet around me because he likes me. he doesn't flirt with the other girls like he does with me, but that's also because i'm pretty close to him when i'm around and they don't always make a point of it. but, i'm not going to shoot myself down, i think he likes me (i mean, you know, you just get that feeling sometimes) and i'm going to do something about it.
of course, maybe i'm just crazy because it's exam week and my brain is fried!!