he's back
last night i had a dream that i was back in the seventh grade. only, it wasn't 3 years ago because i was 16 and driving myself to school. i was dating my best friend, the first one i had a dream about kissing, and i kissed him again. then i went down to the seventh grade hallway and it was dark. i had to check myself out to go to the dentist in the afternoon, and it was the first day of school, so i just didn't go to my morning classes. when i came back from the dentist, i got my schedule, then went and found my boyfriend. we were standing in front of the gym holding hands when i saw my ex's little sister. somehow, i can't get away from either my ex or my best friend (in a romantic context). and, i was playing volleyball again, even though i stopped playing this season. i was carrying my gym bag and my coach came out and told me to get ready for practice.
maybe i just need to stop sleeping, then i won't have these crazy dreams and think about kissing my friends. the bad part is that i think i've decided that i like him, but that makes it weird because he's been my best friend forever and i don't think he thinks of me like that. well, my world is never simple.
maybe i just need to stop sleeping, then i won't have these crazy dreams and think about kissing my friends. the bad part is that i think i've decided that i like him, but that makes it weird because he's been my best friend forever and i don't think he thinks of me like that. well, my world is never simple.