El-ahrairah
I can't take any more sick old dying men. This sounds really cruel and insensitive, but I just can't take it. As much contact I have with NY VA Hospital I might as well freaking work there. I really wish I could work in Bklyn. I am getting old and lazy and have some separation anxiety issues.. I think. As much as I want to run really really far away my body insists that I stay close by. I am a nut. I am sick of being sick and tired and feeling crazy. I am worn out from the social work field, my life and shit I guess most things. I would have some dramatic break down but that is too tiring and shit things really aren't that bad in comparison to so many others out there. I am acting like such a brat :OP I feel like Fiver from Watership Down. I have this horrible feeling that something bad is going to happen.