Wonderland
I have had insomnia for the past few days.. well I don't know if it qualifies as insomnia. I have been plagued by really disturbing dreams, I guess they can be catagorized as nightmares. The worst ones involve my clients. It's bad enough I have to go to work each day dealing with them, but to have them in my head at nightime..ugh..I think I am going crazy. I'm having these nightmares and I am aware the whole time. This can't be REM sleep because I feel as though I am up all night. I feel as though I am totally awake. I know this makes absolutely no sense. As I said I think I am losing my mind.
I am beginning to think there's a reason I keep getting stuck seeing the drug pusher MD. So far I have declined his stackful of RX's. This dude thinks I have bi-polar because I can't sleep and refuse to take sleeping pills because I am afraid to fall asleep on my kids (who never sleep). LOL I sound manic. This is scary.
Maybe I have seen Alice in Wonderland one too many times. My daughter watches this movie everyday 3-4x a day. I feel like the Mad Hatter at the tea party. Soon I will be celebrating my un-birthday.
Some of these nightmares seem real Freudian. I have this one every once in a while. I am in an amusement park or fair and am lost. Along the way I always wind up on some type of roller coaster or water ride and there's always problems with the ride. There's confusion on the line, or the ride is broken or something.. go figure.. and every now in then the dream switches up and there's a baby involved. It' usually me separated from whatever kid I'm there with or in the dream I don't have kids, but think I do.. weird..
I need some real REM deep 8 hr sleep!!!!! My brain is going to explode!
I am beginning to think there's a reason I keep getting stuck seeing the drug pusher MD. So far I have declined his stackful of RX's. This dude thinks I have bi-polar because I can't sleep and refuse to take sleeping pills because I am afraid to fall asleep on my kids (who never sleep). LOL I sound manic. This is scary.
Maybe I have seen Alice in Wonderland one too many times. My daughter watches this movie everyday 3-4x a day. I feel like the Mad Hatter at the tea party. Soon I will be celebrating my un-birthday.
Some of these nightmares seem real Freudian. I have this one every once in a while. I am in an amusement park or fair and am lost. Along the way I always wind up on some type of roller coaster or water ride and there's always problems with the ride. There's confusion on the line, or the ride is broken or something.. go figure.. and every now in then the dream switches up and there's a baby involved. It' usually me separated from whatever kid I'm there with or in the dream I don't have kids, but think I do.. weird..
I need some real REM deep 8 hr sleep!!!!! My brain is going to explode!