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god, i'm so cold all of a sudden,
so school wasn't too unbearable. i finished jthm, so meh. it seems to be the only book that can make me laugh so fucking hard and i can laugh at the same thing everytime...oh well.
driving was so much fun. shay and i were going to have a contest to see who could kill the other one first. the other girl who drove with us would have won hands down, and that was not even knowing about the contest. fuck, first time driver and we almost got killed a number of times...anyways.
so shayla and i are going to move into a huge brick castlle where the inside walls are brick too, then in our living room and dining room we're going to have "the wall" muahahahahaha...
yesh.
i think shayla and i are going to go to aubrey's after party at bill's together..fun fun fun in the sun sun sun.
i am so fucked though, i know i'm going to get hella fucked up and i have to do my final drive the next morning at 9:00 a.m.
maybe i'll call and switch...maybe.
well this afternoon sucked.
kalina was supposed to call me and we were going to go book hunting, yet she never called. so i was patiently waiting and doing fuck knows what when my nate honey calls and inquires what i am doing this afternoon and eve...absolutely nothing so we were thinking of something to do. then he says he will talk to seth and see what he wants to do. when he called back he said that seth didn't want to drive out here at the moment and so they were just going to stay in spokane and go to a show. i was sad...built up my hopes for nothing. and then he said that we would just hang outthis weekend.
i don't want to come home at all this weekend. i just want to come home and shower after work then not come back home until monday...i so wish i could do that.
so i went upstairs and crashed for a few hours and i woke up twitching and couldn't focus on anything, everything was blurry as fuck. so i opened my eyes again and i was still twitching, but i was completely still and looked dead.haha.
i had absolutely NO will or motivation to leave my bed no matter how thirsty i was or how bad i had to pee, and layed there sulking because i couldn't see my nate today. blah.
then jess called and i talked to her while taking hydrocodone and preparing a bubble bath. btw, strawberry kiwi bubbles from avon are dank : )
anyways, so no i can'ttalk and focus very correctly and i miss my nate and i don't think i'm going to be able to talk to him tonight.
i want a hot pocket before bed....
so school wasn't too unbearable. i finished jthm, so meh. it seems to be the only book that can make me laugh so fucking hard and i can laugh at the same thing everytime...oh well.
driving was so much fun. shay and i were going to have a contest to see who could kill the other one first. the other girl who drove with us would have won hands down, and that was not even knowing about the contest. fuck, first time driver and we almost got killed a number of times...anyways.
so shayla and i are going to move into a huge brick castlle where the inside walls are brick too, then in our living room and dining room we're going to have "the wall" muahahahahaha...
yesh.
i think shayla and i are going to go to aubrey's after party at bill's together..fun fun fun in the sun sun sun.
i am so fucked though, i know i'm going to get hella fucked up and i have to do my final drive the next morning at 9:00 a.m.
maybe i'll call and switch...maybe.
well this afternoon sucked.
kalina was supposed to call me and we were going to go book hunting, yet she never called. so i was patiently waiting and doing fuck knows what when my nate honey calls and inquires what i am doing this afternoon and eve...absolutely nothing so we were thinking of something to do. then he says he will talk to seth and see what he wants to do. when he called back he said that seth didn't want to drive out here at the moment and so they were just going to stay in spokane and go to a show. i was sad...built up my hopes for nothing. and then he said that we would just hang outthis weekend.
i don't want to come home at all this weekend. i just want to come home and shower after work then not come back home until monday...i so wish i could do that.
so i went upstairs and crashed for a few hours and i woke up twitching and couldn't focus on anything, everything was blurry as fuck. so i opened my eyes again and i was still twitching, but i was completely still and looked dead.haha.
i had absolutely NO will or motivation to leave my bed no matter how thirsty i was or how bad i had to pee, and layed there sulking because i couldn't see my nate today. blah.
then jess called and i talked to her while taking hydrocodone and preparing a bubble bath. btw, strawberry kiwi bubbles from avon are dank : )
anyways, so no i can'ttalk and focus very correctly and i miss my nate and i don't think i'm going to be able to talk to him tonight.
i want a hot pocket before bed....