Bad past few days
Had to clean up PMS at work. Some woman got blood all over in the bathroom, right in front of the toilet. Like she couldn't get it in. Bullshit. Of course we were busy as hell, I was the only dishwasher so we got backed the hell up because our management sucks. My pay is terrible and they made me close alone on a fucking Saturday. Saturday! Shit. And my mom's being a bitch now and so is my grandma. Tch.
Weeek starts all over tomorrow. I'll look forward to more lifting. I need to push myself even harder. My goal should be to work myself so hard I either cry, pass out, or vomit. Or a combination. I just don't feel like I'm going to my limits yet. It's too often I sit back and let myself get by, cheating myself just so something is easier, and then I never improve or reach my potential. That has to end.
Weeek starts all over tomorrow. I'll look forward to more lifting. I need to push myself even harder. My goal should be to work myself so hard I either cry, pass out, or vomit. Or a combination. I just don't feel like I'm going to my limits yet. It's too often I sit back and let myself get by, cheating myself just so something is easier, and then I never improve or reach my potential. That has to end.