Mar 25, 2004 22:02
Ok i found this from a few nights ago.... It makes me look pretty pathetic!!
Look at all the colors surrounding you. Aren't they worth living for?
Look at all the Love. Even though you don't have it now atleast theirs hope.
Some times i think people like me are left with wanting so that we appreciate when we finally receive. Weather it be this life or the next.
When i drink my frustrations turn to sarrow, and my embarresment towards my actions make me drink some more. If i drink just one more, then i'll be that much closer to forgetting i hurt.....until i get a moments silence to think and see that i am still just sitting in this room all alone.
If i take the easy way then that will never truely be love but, if i continue to strive for the difficult way then i will many more years in seclusion, and trying to find the next candidate to slacken my lust for the time! If i wait it out will i ever be rewarded with true love,or will i have to settle for the easiest catch?
Yet still im sitting in this room all alone.
ok so that was when i was at Bryan's birthday party. I was in a shitty mood obviously. i wasnt that drunk i had like one or two shmernoff triple blacks. but i was sad so i made myself stop... as much as i wanted to just get slammed and forget, i didnt want to be like an alcoholic and drink my sorrows away. Anyways sorrows make life more intresting!! go emotions!! yay!
and now for a song... it reminds me of a guy i can't seem to forget no matter what he does to me!
Pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything. pretty soon she'll figure out what his intensions where about.
And thats what you get for fallin again; you can never get him out of your head. And thats what you get for fallin agian you can never get him out of your head.
It's the way that he makes you feel
It's the way that he kisses you
It's the way the he makes you fall in love....
She's beautiful as usualy. With bruses on her ego and a killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men.
And thats what you get for fallin again you can never get him out of your head. And thats what you get for fallin again you can never get him out of your head...
It's the way that he makes you feel
It's the way that he kisses you
It's the way that he makes you fall in love...
Pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything.. pretty soon she'll figure out you can never get him out of your head.
It's the way that he makes you CRY..
It's the way that he's in your mind
It's the way that he makes you fall in love...
It's the way that he makes you feel
It's the way that he kisses you
It's the way that he makes you fall in love....
-Sugar Cult-
--pretty girl--
- Lepeka -