I've been ill abd in and out of the hospital since early December, most recent hoasptal stay was this past weekend. Missed Hannukkah, Christmss snd new year's. it's' left me pretty disoriented, snd i have a sense of impending doom that urpssses the stsndsrd "Ii'm closer to the end than the beginning" feeling. I feel myslef getting weaker and wonder ( Read more... )