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it's DECEMBER 24th, you know what that means? ITS CHRISTMAS EVE:) woohoo..
it also means that today is the murdoch's tire christmas party.. which means i am getting mucho drunk lol
yay.
there is a lot of shit going down right now im my life, including the many fights and bickerings i am having with mike, and i just want to scream at the top of my lungs but that wouldn't solve anything. also, sitting around and wishing things were different isn't going to solve anything. so in return i am going to just go have a freakin' wicked time at this party and get drunk and not worry about these stupid things.
not worry that when i wake up tomorrow it will be the 3rd christmas in a row that my heart will be broken on christmas day. not only that, i have to sit wtih my mom and my dad as my bro and sis go off to their boyfriend and girlfriends houses. what a joyous and NON-depressing night it will be.
i haven't talked to pete, in soooooooo long. nor matt. it's like my life is going down hill or something.
although i did see seb last night which was amazing, meg and steph came over:):) and it was great...
but something is missing,
i want a miracle and i know it won't happen.
there is only one thing in my mind that i want to happen, im not going to mention it on here, because i don't want to jinx it but i know in my heart what it is.. and if it happens i would be the happiest girl on the planet.
it is really weird seeing people that you grew up with ... they have all changed so much. maybe i've changed too? i don't know realy.. but school is really appealing to me right now. not the school aspect rather the FUN TIMES .. and re-not dry frosh week when we get back:):)
i almost hung out with beck and tanya last night, but i was so tired, i had a beer, and we didn't really have a car that didn't have a dent in it! yes, i hit a stop sign, keep it on the downlow, my rents don't know.
yesterday was the 23rd, i wrote mitch a card just to help him get through the day, i hope he got it. poor guy.. i know how much that day meant to him, i hope that everything went well.
i'm excited for wednesday, my dad jokes about the party being cancelled but i laugh in his face. im excited, everyone is coming:):) it should be good times.
i go to montreal.. SOOO SOON. yipeee..:) it should be wicked fun times, im so pumped.
k, right now marks the beginning of a new day. I AM HAPPY, im not thinking about problems, i just am going to enjoy the day i have infront of me and forget about whats going on around me,
to a new day *CHEERS* hehe im such a nerd.
-Deb<3
it also means that today is the murdoch's tire christmas party.. which means i am getting mucho drunk lol
yay.
there is a lot of shit going down right now im my life, including the many fights and bickerings i am having with mike, and i just want to scream at the top of my lungs but that wouldn't solve anything. also, sitting around and wishing things were different isn't going to solve anything. so in return i am going to just go have a freakin' wicked time at this party and get drunk and not worry about these stupid things.
not worry that when i wake up tomorrow it will be the 3rd christmas in a row that my heart will be broken on christmas day. not only that, i have to sit wtih my mom and my dad as my bro and sis go off to their boyfriend and girlfriends houses. what a joyous and NON-depressing night it will be.
i haven't talked to pete, in soooooooo long. nor matt. it's like my life is going down hill or something.
although i did see seb last night which was amazing, meg and steph came over:):) and it was great...
but something is missing,
i want a miracle and i know it won't happen.
there is only one thing in my mind that i want to happen, im not going to mention it on here, because i don't want to jinx it but i know in my heart what it is.. and if it happens i would be the happiest girl on the planet.
it is really weird seeing people that you grew up with ... they have all changed so much. maybe i've changed too? i don't know realy.. but school is really appealing to me right now. not the school aspect rather the FUN TIMES .. and re-not dry frosh week when we get back:):)
i almost hung out with beck and tanya last night, but i was so tired, i had a beer, and we didn't really have a car that didn't have a dent in it! yes, i hit a stop sign, keep it on the downlow, my rents don't know.
yesterday was the 23rd, i wrote mitch a card just to help him get through the day, i hope he got it. poor guy.. i know how much that day meant to him, i hope that everything went well.
i'm excited for wednesday, my dad jokes about the party being cancelled but i laugh in his face. im excited, everyone is coming:):) it should be good times.
i go to montreal.. SOOO SOON. yipeee..:) it should be wicked fun times, im so pumped.
k, right now marks the beginning of a new day. I AM HAPPY, im not thinking about problems, i just am going to enjoy the day i have infront of me and forget about whats going on around me,
to a new day *CHEERS* hehe im such a nerd.
-Deb<3