death
so i found out tonight that one of the people that hired me into the bar tending world, committed suicide friday... I'm not sure how to deal with this yet... He was a nice guy as far as I could tell... He always treated me with respect and I did the same... We had a number of conversations that would lead me to consider him a friend... And I did... But now he is dead... by his own hands... Im sad but confused more... And it only makes me wonder about things I should not even more.... i'm a a loss of words right now... I think i understand, but i really dont... iv'e been through this too many times to let it get to me... am I numb? or am I just used to loss... but i can't help feel for thous that are not used to it... is THIS life? what else is there? what do we have to lose?
R.I.P. Brad, you where always a good person in my book...
R.I.P. Brad, you where always a good person in my book...