home?
I am back in Ct now. It still doesn't feel like I live here. I feel like I am on vacation. I don't feel real. Living with my mom is so weird. I feel like i'm sixteen again, trapped wthin my mother's grasps. I haven't been home at all since i've been here. I get home at like 1 in the morning. I never go out. I am usually a homebody. Something is wrong with me. I have been as fucked up as possible since ive been here too. I bought like a 1/4 of pot. I never buy pot. I always get smoked up. I haven't paid for pot in years...I think... I need help...