Im still Paralyzed from the brain down
It wasn't love it was merely a sugguestion
i think IM the exact definition of obsessed....... what the hell is wrong with me
haven't you ever heard "there's no use in crying over split milk"
it wasn't love it was only his a suggestion
why can't i let it go
if it hurts so much why won't you just let it go
look at me sitting here in tears over something so trival
trying to hold on to stolen memories of the "all that could have beens"
its not like i haven't ever tried to completely foget about him
i just get stupid sometimes
But that's what i get for digging i guess that's what i deserve
its breaking me
IM letting this break me
his memory alone is breaking me
why does stupid change bother me
i should be glad and hold to the images that i still had
but im so selfish and stupid i want more
i should be sleeping right now
not stirring up past bullshit .or having a psychological break down...like you said right
im so fucking stupid
i should just do as you said
and take the exit
after all what better time than now
what
i am but damaged goods anyway right ?
only too deep in her own obsession to even plan her day
but i cant and i wont let the little memories that i have slipway from me
IM so fucking patheic someone put me out of my misery
hit me in the head with somthing hard
knock me out ...put me to sleep
your a fuck up
Happy birthday me