a golden bird that flys away..a candle stick old flame

[deaths_the_cure]

holy hell i'll be 19 in five days
has it really been that long since i wrote in my lj
its weird to think i used to write in this thing everyday or everyother about non- sense

its been a hell of a summer ......... so far
lets recap shall we ....not only in color but in order

through late mayish /junish - now lol

NOMORe FuCKiNG ScHooL

• job hunting../hanging with xstina
  
• went to cedar pointe (over priced bastards) godamn 4$ pizza slices :::shakes fist::::)
  
• met the increadably tiny kate moss....yes i called her tiny took pics too
  
• started dating manny(after 4 months of liking him)
  
• broke up with manny after he lied and cheated( immediately after 1 month) 
  
• successfully lived through jayson 's i told you so & "all the time you wasted" speeches with out resorting to homicide
  
• tested my best friends friendship
  
• got all emo about not going to aaw too see ppl
  
• got in touch with old school friends
• procrastinated.........
•  made peace with jayson
• sat  on top a casino watching fireworks with some one i could see myself falling in love with..again
  headshots and the damned photoshoot..ect
  

got dave totally drunk and got him to make out w/ sum guy 
threatened to share his guy on guy pics with the world ........
woke up from a coma several days later......lol j/k

got sucked to myspacing...AAAHHHHH

got a job...i think..unpaid intership........yeaaaaaaaa

helped jayson pack up his shit and watched him leave me for texas..all w/a striaght face

sulked

sulked

went karaokeing ...for the first time....shut it you with xstina her friend eddie and his friend dave 
stayed out till insane hours of the morning having fun trying not to think too hard about anything ....whiched resulted in my mom bitching @me but it was worth it

still on that ever annoying quest to find out anything on andrew for some strange reason dont know why ...but i just am.............

well with all thats been said and done

i wouldn't really change any thing.......lol yea i would

and now to sleep i go

peaceout maggots