Mom and I have to go to the unemployment offices tomorrow today. Although I know I am utterly incapable of working, I am not legally disabled yet... and that's what really counts to them. Therefore I have to submit to their orientation shit and 'try to look for a job' in order for me to count as an extra number towards Mom's food stamps. Yep. We're ( Read more... )

I really want to snap out of this insomnia shit and get back into a schedule where I'm actually awake by a good time in the morning. Or even just up all night, but awake in the morning regardless! I haven't been able to sit out on the balcony and enjoy it for a while. It's been too damn hot to do it any later in the day ( Read more... )

I'm rereading the Chronicles of Magravandias by Storm Constantine. My mother-in-law gave them to me as a christmas present, and I felt compelled to read them. I always get completely sucked into these books when I read them, and she is on the same lines as Jacqueline Carey when it comes to making a character come to life. I have never been so ( Read more... )

I finally fell asleep at 5:00PM after being awake for 26 hours. Unfortunately, all we have in the living room are two loveseats, and it was the TV lulling me to sleep! So I slept five hours, which felt like a blink of an eye, and then my husband woke me up so I could move to the bedroom...

The really annoying thing that I do is ( Read more... )

I've been up for a little over 24 hours now. My knee started killing me and I had to get up after 40 minutes of trying to go to sleep through it. My back is doing even worse than yesterday. And of course, tons of other things, but those are the most significant right now.

Blah. Why do I always get insomnia this bad?

Shaping up to be a bad pain day, ( Read more... )