Dream
An attempt at figuring out the meaning behind my dreams:
Dream two nights ago:
i was in an old town, but it was kind of futuristic at the same time. there was a family who lived in a mansion and i was somehow a cause for one of their son's deaths. the brother hated me, but the parents took me in and gave me a home. the brother was being a jackass and i thought he was kind of evil. I had talked to him on the internet at some point and he told me about how he killed a bird and threw it in his pool. When I arrived at the mansion I checked the pool and the bird was there. I started crying. i was looking through the dead brother's movies and music, there were a lot of disney movies from childhood. then, the alive brother who was blond with light eyes came over and pushed the movie/cd case over and was dumping the contents into a black trashbag so that he could claim them. somehow he was on top of me, after making threats of some kind, and he was breathing really close to my mouth, which was a turn on. so i just started kissing him, and then he was kissing me back and it was all around some savage kissing, but very passionate.
i also dreamt that there was a party going on in my house and lucas was there with some of his friends. i wanted to be alone, but anytime i wandered into a room with him in it he would give me a dirty look and walk out.
Key Words:
Old/Futuristic
Lucas being seriousness
Blond guy being anger, confusion, love
Childhood
Death
Interpretation:
The mansion could have come from reading about snape and his mansion, plus the hateful, but loving relationship is much like the one between snape and harry.
It could also symbolize the relationship I have with my mother.
The brother’s death could mean that I was the blond and it was my brother’s death. so I tried to take his stuff, but a part of me was angry about it and wouldn’t let me forget him, so I was angry at myself, but came to a point of love toward me.
The lucas dream could be linked with the other dream and have to do with the anger I feel toward myself sometimes, but that doesn’t seem to fit.
More likely, it symbolizes how I feel lucas is treating me at the time being. he is avoidant and wants to keep his distance.
Last Night:
my internet buddy, Chris, met my parents at some concert and they all got in free. after that it was okay for me to know him. :)
Dream two nights ago:
i was in an old town, but it was kind of futuristic at the same time. there was a family who lived in a mansion and i was somehow a cause for one of their son's deaths. the brother hated me, but the parents took me in and gave me a home. the brother was being a jackass and i thought he was kind of evil. I had talked to him on the internet at some point and he told me about how he killed a bird and threw it in his pool. When I arrived at the mansion I checked the pool and the bird was there. I started crying. i was looking through the dead brother's movies and music, there were a lot of disney movies from childhood. then, the alive brother who was blond with light eyes came over and pushed the movie/cd case over and was dumping the contents into a black trashbag so that he could claim them. somehow he was on top of me, after making threats of some kind, and he was breathing really close to my mouth, which was a turn on. so i just started kissing him, and then he was kissing me back and it was all around some savage kissing, but very passionate.
i also dreamt that there was a party going on in my house and lucas was there with some of his friends. i wanted to be alone, but anytime i wandered into a room with him in it he would give me a dirty look and walk out.
Key Words:
Old/Futuristic
Lucas being seriousness
Blond guy being anger, confusion, love
Childhood
Death
Interpretation:
The mansion could have come from reading about snape and his mansion, plus the hateful, but loving relationship is much like the one between snape and harry.
It could also symbolize the relationship I have with my mother.
The brother’s death could mean that I was the blond and it was my brother’s death. so I tried to take his stuff, but a part of me was angry about it and wouldn’t let me forget him, so I was angry at myself, but came to a point of love toward me.
The lucas dream could be linked with the other dream and have to do with the anger I feel toward myself sometimes, but that doesn’t seem to fit.
More likely, it symbolizes how I feel lucas is treating me at the time being. he is avoidant and wants to keep his distance.
Last Night:
my internet buddy, Chris, met my parents at some concert and they all got in free. after that it was okay for me to know him. :)