Jul 28, 2004 15:13
Last Night:
My sister was driving Brittni and myself home from some outing we just had, then as we were passing a water retention area by my house I looked out the window and saw Jeff's face. I said, "Hey! There's Jeff!" My sister slowed down and was like, "What? Where?" We stopped and got out of the car, that's when i noticed the two people beside him, were also him. There were three Jeffs, one was the oldest form I ever got to see, one was when he was around 10, and the other was probably around 13. My sister and I were pretty shocked and I called out for Jeff, the oldest of all took the lead in walking toward us. Brittni was looking at us and I said to her, "Well, what does it mean when only Anterre and I can see three Jeffs and Brittni can't?" It dawned on all of us that Jeff was dead. The oldest Jeff reached us just as we all realized it and I asked what happened. Jeff replied with a mumble of "bastards" and looked like he was thinking very hard about something. He also somehow explained that the cops had smothered him, causing suffocation and he needed to go find his friends and warn them about something.I told him that I at least wanted a hug, he gave me a look then said exasperated, "Fine, but make it quick, I don't have much time." I gave him the best hug ever, watched him walk away, and that's when I began to cry. The convulsing that happens when sobbing is what woke me up and I was still making little sobbish noises, my face was wet with tears. The way I explained it makes it seem less than what it was, it was very emotional.
Last Night:
i went to visit harry, who lived far away at his aunt's house, or something. when i got there he was just looking at me and then i rolled my eyes saying something along the lines of, "oh yeah, i forgot, we're not talking" and since i was there and had nowhere else to go his aunt let me stay.