so these past few weeks
have been slow but amazing.
my best friend has been taking care of me with everything i do.
the pain i have everyday has been so horrible.
it was bad before the surgery but after the surgery omg.
i feel so bad all the time the pain i have is right at a 10 on a scale of 1 to 10 and 10 being the worst.
but ashley is helping me out by doing every thing for me and i love it but hate it at the same time cause i hate asking for help.
but she does it anyways. lol. thats ashley for ya always willing to help out anyone anytime anywhere.
i am in some serious pain right now i feel like someone just hit me with a car right in my damn stomach and the pain isn't going away.
i need some more pain pills to make it go away or pass me the fuck out. lol.
well i am sitting here on the couch while ashley and beril are talking away about something with her drss pants and her ass won't fit in it.
well more about this girl.
she so damn amazing i love her with all of my heart and i would do anything for her.
i wish i could right now but i am in so much pain i can't.
i ahve been told recently that she could walk straight for 4 days cause well you know.lol.
that made me feel really really good about myself.
i hope i can always give her what she needs with love, things, romance, always being there and sex. lol.
well i think tahts all for now on talking on here.
i need to pass out or just have some medicine. and then pass out later after beril leaves or something.
well talk to ya'll on here later.