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why is there no silver liner? why does everything have to hurt? why did you have to lie? why can't i turn back time? why do my intestine's feel like they are going to fall out? why am i so scared? why cant i sleep? why cant i eat? why cant i think? why cant i leave? why am i lonely? why dont YOU care? why cant i not care? why is this tearing me apart? why cant i just pretend everything is okay, just like YOU can? why am i even still alive?