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i dont know how many times i have to say iam sorry. i just wish i could have everything back to the way it used to be. i love you so fucking much but you dont want to see that. you would rather shatter my heart into a million pieces.. i just dont know what to do anymore. how in the fuck do i get over you? how!? how can you sit there and tell me your not hurting. how can you do this to me? i cant believe i lost my husband and my best friend in one fucking blink of an eye. why wont you just put me out of my misery?