Oct 07, 2004 22:12
this is getting scary, why does everything have to be so short
i recently was given a job being a bus boy at the new champs sports bar and grille opening up by ikea.. the only thing is, i wont be able to have the nights off i need, like i have hockey mondays/fridays and wendsdays, and the only time i have to see lindsay, the girl whom i love is on the weekends, and im pretty sure i wont be able to have 5 days off a week, and this frightens me, i dont want something to come inbetween me and lindsay, i love her too much to have this happen and i wont let it, so i may just have to turn down this job after some time of thinking, ill have to see how this orentation goes and then make my decision, becasue if its too much then somethings gonna have to give...and its not going to be my relationship thats for damn sure