im the son of rage and love, the jesus of suburbia
another year, lets recap.
this year was mixed with bitter sweet emotions, (please not by year i mean since my last bday). there were times when i was down and that was basically from b4 my birthday till bout late april- march. this year also gave way to many new and the strengthening of many friendships, pat, edd, fred, christa, ash, to mention just a few. we started a band, and let that band go. we restarted an old band which is better then ever.
that was some sweet parts, now for the bitter.
lotsandlots of fighting within the immediate family, at least two times this year when my rents were on the edge, like edge as in in two days if we dont talk im walkin out the door on the edge. but we survived. i seemed to have grown apart from a certain group of friends, apparently for the most part..MAKING CLEAR, MOST PART, NOT ALL, well for some of the "top" people in the old group must dislike either my style, my sense of humor, or my girlfriend or sumthin like aht cuz i have no contact nemore, cept for illisco, but they call even him at last minute so by the time it gets to me, im doin somethin else
but in all this has been one of my most emotionally and stable years, 16 was a good age, i learned a lot, and gained a very important part of my life, my girlfriend lindsay, who came into my life almost six months ago, and we're still goin strong i leave u with a quote from the cd which lindsay gave me for my birthday in her own little personal surprise ceremony that was so great yesterday,
"My heart is beating from me
I am standing all alone
Please call me only if you are coming home
Waste another year flies by
Waste a night or two
You taught me how to live
In the streets of shame
Where you've lost your dreams in the rain"
homecoming, greenday
Edit:: samantha was also one of my many strong friendships which grew this last year, jsut thought i'd mention that when it came to my knowledge i did not acknowledge her
this year was mixed with bitter sweet emotions, (please not by year i mean since my last bday). there were times when i was down and that was basically from b4 my birthday till bout late april- march. this year also gave way to many new and the strengthening of many friendships, pat, edd, fred, christa, ash, to mention just a few. we started a band, and let that band go. we restarted an old band which is better then ever.
that was some sweet parts, now for the bitter.
lotsandlots of fighting within the immediate family, at least two times this year when my rents were on the edge, like edge as in in two days if we dont talk im walkin out the door on the edge. but we survived. i seemed to have grown apart from a certain group of friends, apparently for the most part..MAKING CLEAR, MOST PART, NOT ALL, well for some of the "top" people in the old group must dislike either my style, my sense of humor, or my girlfriend or sumthin like aht cuz i have no contact nemore, cept for illisco, but they call even him at last minute so by the time it gets to me, im doin somethin else
but in all this has been one of my most emotionally and stable years, 16 was a good age, i learned a lot, and gained a very important part of my life, my girlfriend lindsay, who came into my life almost six months ago, and we're still goin strong i leave u with a quote from the cd which lindsay gave me for my birthday in her own little personal surprise ceremony that was so great yesterday,
"My heart is beating from me
I am standing all alone
Please call me only if you are coming home
Waste another year flies by
Waste a night or two
You taught me how to live
In the streets of shame
Where you've lost your dreams in the rain"
homecoming, greenday
Edit:: samantha was also one of my many strong friendships which grew this last year, jsut thought i'd mention that when it came to my knowledge i did not acknowledge her