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i am not avoiding you. i am avoiding everyone. dont ask why. there is no explanation. i dont want to do anything. thats it. i dont want to go anywhere. i just want to sit in my house and read and sleep. i wake up early for work and i like to have some rest so i dont go anywhere late. everyone who knows me knows that. so why does everyone call me late at night like im suddenly going to say "okay". havent yet so i probably wont. not mad at anyone just want to stay inside for a while. besides, i suck at reading. i am actually the worst. so i really need to get a little better at it. oh yeah. and why must people make fun of me for reading badly? yes i am bad at it. i can admit it. does this make people feel better? whatever. i am going to bed and then going to work. like i usually do. my life has become a cycle. i need to break the cycle. i need to get out of here for a while.