can't this just be over?

Nov 07, 2004 20:06

i'm getting worried. i've had such good momentum this semester, it seems to be slowing. i have this feeling of helplessness. i want to be with my nana, but i can't miss any more classes to go home. next semester i don't have any friday classes, so that will be more doable. i don't want to live in buffalo this summer, but i want to take advantage of the time i do have left with her. not seeing todd for an entire semester is ripping me up. beginning to manifest itself as real physical pain.

in happy news, my cousin who got married october, who i was the bridesmaid for, is having a baby! due in july, and if you crunch those numbers, it must have been like 2 seconds after the ceremony. (she was too high energy and not-puking to have been pregnant before). so my other cousin has the 5 month old, and in january my uncle is having a baby boy, and in july another! they're popping them out at near 6 month intervals, the next generation has arrived.

i have so much work to do, but i have this nasty migraine that has settled nicely in my neck and behind my eyes. probably stress and tension. i gotta get this shit together.
Previous post Next post
Up