even though i was "sick" on friday (aka: i needed an off day.) i had a crazy night.
me and jordan went to the downtown car show and to see the house bunny(it was awesome!).
the only thing was that kirsten wanted to spend the night that night because of beauty school so i had to lie and tell her that i was still sick and home in bed.
and then at the ( Read more... )

today was my brother's birthday.
he's twelve, and he's so happy.
he's had a great birthday, and he's been smiling all day.
i've been trying to be happy for him, and i've succeeded somewhat...
but for some reason, i can't help but be down on myself for all my problems.

like the stupid stupid stupid guy i almost dated.
why am i not over it?
i thought if i ( Read more... )