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[dearcoquette]

okay now I'm finally secure enough. to post some things I know.

so um. things I know.

1. In 5 days, I will turn 18.
2. In 11 days, I will graduate from highschool.
3. In 11 days, I won't be Nate's girlfriend anymore.
4. In 12 days, I'll be in ohio.
5. In 3 months, I'll be in Barcelona for a semester.
6. In 7 months, (January 2006)I'll be at St. John's College in Santa Fe.
7. In 15 months (Septemeber 2006) I will...still be in Santa Fe.
8. In 24 months (May 2007) I will be in Ohio.
9. Ie I am spending 4 consecutive semesters at college/in New Mexico.
9. By then I will probably have grown up.

things I kinda know

1. I will miss Interlochen in ways.
2. I will not miss Interlochen in other ways.
3. I will not miss the midwest sort of.
4. I will not miss my friends maybe.
5. I will want Nate back inside of a week.
6. I will want Phil back inside of a week, but probably not if I know what's good for me.
7. College will fucking exhaust me/enthrall me beyond words.
8. I will never want to leave Spain.
9. I never will leave Spain.
10. I will get sick of New Mexico.
11. I will transfer to Maryland.
12. I will get sick of Maryland.
13. I will be this locationally dyslexic all my life.
14. I'll find a job this summer possibly if fate doesn't conspire against me.
15. I'll fall in love with someone a month before I leave like I always do.
16. I'll fall in love forrealtime maybe.