Little flame
I still find myself getting strange anxieties that I used to get when I was with jakee. I was walking through the hall at work last night around 10:30pm and you texted me and I got really bummed that I would not be able to talk to you when I got home... Then I realized my currently reality again. My email will go off and it gives me anxiety because he always used to say " who's that??" And it was always a fucking email, it drove me nuts. It's like my brain still hasn't fully realized I'm free. I can do what I please with my life now and I'm not being held back, even though you always said you supported me, it was always conditional.
You though, you have showed me a world that I never thought existed, because it only exists between you and I and it's magic.