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so, im leaving for boston tomorrow.
i dont know when ill be back.
my flight leaves around 12-13:30, and im excited.
i will be pondering things for a good 6hours while the plane takes me closer to someone who i cant live without; my sister.
her and i are both going through difficult times right now, and it will be nice to be able to experiance things together.
i started a new councler on tue, and im happy i looked into it.
shes a painter, and is interested in easter teachings, such as i am.
she told me i can call her if i ever need to talk, but when i feel the need to do so, i cant get myself to open up to her and actually dial her number.
you would think that its easy to call someone and talk to them, but in my experiance, doing such a thing doesnt come out with the rusults in which i hoped for, making it a diffucult task to talk to her.
there are many times when i look through my phone book and find it harder and harder each day to find someone to help me through my difficult times.
i miss having someone call me everynight before i go to bed just to wish me a sweet night of dreams.
when you have this, you feel in a contemptful bliss, because you feel cared for, and you the only worry that is on your mind is if you will see them soon or not.
there are so many times when i feel a sudden rush of anger and confusion run through me, and wish that everything can go away.
i get that a lot, and its not pleasant.
i hope this weekend, and the secrets im holding turn out alright.
goodnight.
i dont know when ill be back.
my flight leaves around 12-13:30, and im excited.
i will be pondering things for a good 6hours while the plane takes me closer to someone who i cant live without; my sister.
her and i are both going through difficult times right now, and it will be nice to be able to experiance things together.
i started a new councler on tue, and im happy i looked into it.
shes a painter, and is interested in easter teachings, such as i am.
she told me i can call her if i ever need to talk, but when i feel the need to do so, i cant get myself to open up to her and actually dial her number.
you would think that its easy to call someone and talk to them, but in my experiance, doing such a thing doesnt come out with the rusults in which i hoped for, making it a diffucult task to talk to her.
there are many times when i look through my phone book and find it harder and harder each day to find someone to help me through my difficult times.
i miss having someone call me everynight before i go to bed just to wish me a sweet night of dreams.
when you have this, you feel in a contemptful bliss, because you feel cared for, and you the only worry that is on your mind is if you will see them soon or not.
there are so many times when i feel a sudden rush of anger and confusion run through me, and wish that everything can go away.
i get that a lot, and its not pleasant.
i hope this weekend, and the secrets im holding turn out alright.
goodnight.