the best christmas present ever.

[dear_claudio]

oh yay!! it's christmas. awesome.. fuuuuuuck that. i dont like it. i hate it even. i didnt ask for anything this year because i know the only thing i want no one can give me. i dont need money or a flashy new outfit. i want to be happy and i want to smile. and mean it. and i want to forget about everything and never worry aout it again. but that

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[__shesbackagain]

ttttttster, i am awesome enough, but definitely wouldn't tell you you're always going to be 'sad and pathetic.' i love the person that you are and think you are absolutely amazing, and wonder what the hell is wrong with all the boys that according to you, have said you are 'worthless, ugly, nothing'. that is the most untrue statement ever said or implied because you have the most amazing personality ever and i don't even hang out with you much but know you're a fucking lot more than 'nothing'. you aren't ugly in any way because every time i see you you get more pretty. now, i don't even know where you find these dumb boys who think along the lines of what you said, but i just know that they must be mentally challenged, or something. just like i said, 'if i was a boy, i'd date you..hell, but that isn't stopping me now, is it?' don't let a few assholes destroy what you think of yourself. don't let them be important enough to fuck with the image you see yourself as. because, simply, they really aren't that important. don't give them anything more than that. you're an absolutely amazing person and i treasure the time we do spend together..and i don't give that ranking to just anyone. i think horribly of most people anymore..but you will always stand above the rest. i'm just hoping you'll realize that you're fucking tons better than these pricks and you will find your prince charming one day. don't doubt me because i am right. :) but until then, always know i'm just a phone call away. (like chingy said). and, on that note, i miss you. be the happiest you can be. i'm always here. <3