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Dec 13, 2010 08:07

 Dear  _____,

I'm sorry I keep trying so hard to get you to like me. It is really that wrong that I'm hating myself for it? I know you don't like me, I know that you tell me "maybe one day". How did you even get me this far into your web? You're so nice, there's nothing wrong with you that I can see. I can't get over the fact that I keep hinting for you to just ask me out and get it over with. I can't stop hoping and getting hurt over the stupidest little things that you say and don't even mean in a bad way. I should probably just suck it up and be your best friend like you want me to be. You want friends, not a girlfriend. I'm literally so far under on this situation because all I can do it think about you, and want you more. I'm terribly sorry. I'll try to be your best friend from now on and stop trying to be your girlfriend. Sure, I'd be much happier if you'd date me, I'd have so many more reasons to live. But at least I have you in some way or another.

xoxo Amber.

PS. Even if I say I'm going to stop trying to get with you, I'll still be trying in my own way.
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