Forbidden Love
Title: Forbidden Love
Author: dean_itoh
Pairing/Subject: Takaki Yuya/Yamada Ryosuke
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: You know that the boys aren't mine~
Summary: Sometimes love is just to let go
Inoo closed the door and sighed when his eyes caught three figures in the room.
“What is happening?”
The three figures looked at him together at the same time, asked Inoo to explain about his question.
“It’s too rare to see you guys in this room this early. I’m just wondering, something might be happening, and I guess I’ve missed it.”
No one answered him. Daiki scratched his head but said nothing too.
“You’re not thinking about something stupid again, aren’t you?”
Daiki looked at him and shook his head. “You do realize that it’s not stupid thing, Inoo-Chan. Okay, I admit that it is stupid to ask whether they’re really together or not to them, but it’s not stupid at all when we think about our future. When they’re caught, we’re done. Why? Because everybody will think that it might be anyone else in the group chose the same way. People will start questions who else of us swing that way. JUMP will be over. No one will believe for everything about us.”
“Guys, please,” Yabu massaged the bridge of his nose, “can we just ..., drop this topic and let it slides. No one will know as long as we keep it. They’ve been hiding it for years and no one of us realize it. They made it. If we keep talking about it, somebody out there will hear and we will be really over.”
Inoo shrugged and walked to the corner. He stopped and walked back to Yabu, and gave him a plastic bag. “You might need it.”
Yabu opened the plastic bag and smiled lightly. He took a can of black coffee before held out the rest to Daiki and Hikaru.
Inoo opened his jacket and stopped for a while. He stared at the wall and didn’t move. “I really wonder.”
No one paid attention to Inoo since he didn’t have any intention of continuing his words.
“I wonder how they do that.”
Hikaru turned to Inoo and raised his brows. “Do what?”
“Having sex.”
Both Daiki and Yabu almost chocked hearing the words. Yabu patted his chest to ease his breathing while Daiki wiped the drink that splashed all over his face.
“Inoo-Chan, you’re thinking too far!”
“You don’t think about that? I mean, man and woman are created to be meant as a couple, but man and man? I wonder how they overcome that part?”
Yabu massaged the bridge of his nose again. “I don’t believe that aside of thinking a way out for them, you’re thinking about that?”
“Isn’t it normal?” Inoo almost bulged his eyes to Yabu. “When you fall in love to someone you are thinking that part too, aren’t you? You want to hug her, you want to kiss her, and you want to do more with her. I’m right, aren’t I?”
Yabu looked away, trying to hide the blush that suddenly appeared on his face.
“He is blushing.” Daiki pointed at the oldest while smiling widely.
“Shut up, shorty!”
“Oi! Don’t call me shorty!”
Yabu smirked and Daiki couldn’t do anything but pouted.
“Inoo-Chan?”
“Yes?”
Hikaru narrowed his eyes and folded his arms. He tapped his chin and pursed his lips before finally smiled. “Can I ask something? About something very personal?”
“Sure?”
“Do you really think about doing ... sex ... with a girl one day?”
Inoo stunned for a while before laughed loudly. “What’s this? Of course I am. One day I will marry a girl and because we are a husband and wife, of course we will doing it. Isn’t it normal? Every couple doing it, right?”
Hikaru sighed heavily.
Inoo suddenly lost his smile. “What’s with the sigh?”
Hikaru shook his head. “Because among all of us, you want to believe it or not, you are the only one who look so gay.”
Daiki laughed loudly so sudden, made Yabu slapped him in his head while smiling widely.
Inoo gaped at the statement.
“And of course it is weird when you asked about how those two are doing it, because I can’t imagine you will be married one day. With a girl, I mean.”
Inoo was still trying to digest Hikaru’s statement. He looked at him in silent and even Hikaru stated his words jokingly, he only found seriousness in his face. He looked at Daiki and Yabu while pointing at Hikaru. “Is he serious? Do I look like a gay?”
Once again Daiki laughed loudly. He beat his thigh many times for the overwhelming feeling he felt. Yabu smiled widely and shook his head.
“No. For me you don’t look like a gay. You just look so girly.”
Inoo rolled his eyes. He lifted his sleeve and showed them his muscles. “Do you still see me as a girl now?”
Daiki laughed more.
Yabu shook his head and walked over to Inoo. “I didn’t say that I see you as a girl. I said you look girly. That means you are a true man, but you look like a girl. It’s different.”
Inoo pursed his lips and pouted.
“Everyone will say the same, Inoo-chan.” Said Daiki while smiling. “From every side of you, you look like a girl. You’re beautiful, your body is kind of, too slender for a young man. Even Takaki sometimes acted like a girl, but he has the shape of a young man. Everyone sees him as a sexy man, but you ..., “ Daiki tapped his chin and narrowed his eyes, “I agree with Yabu that you really look like a girl.”
The door opened and all of Seven entered.
“What’s it? You seem so serious? Something very important?” Yuto put his bag on the sofa.
“Do I look like a girl?” Inoo asked him and hoped the no answer.
All of Seven turned to him and nodded together.
Inoo gaped and stoned for a moment before taking back his hat and walked out of the room.
“Wait, Inoo-Chan!” Daiki ran and reached his arm. “We’re not serious. Don’t be mad! Please?”
Inoo stopped and turned to Daiki. “I’m not mad. Not at all.”
“So why you ran away?”
Inoo showed Daiki his watch. “The practice almost starts. If we don’t hurry up, we will be late, and the choreographer will be mad, and he won’t let us go home until he feels satisfied to punish us.”
This time, Daiki was the who gaped. He then ran to the hall, ignored Inoo who shook his head while smiling lightly.
“Takaki’s not here yet.”
Inoo turned to find Hikaru was staring at him in worry.
“What?” Daiki walked back to them.
“And his phone is off. I can’t reach him.”
“He’s fine this morning when I left.”
Hikaru stopped and turned to Inoo. “You’re there? In Takaki’s apartment?”
Inoo nodded and continued his walk. “He was drenching himself in the rain last night, and I believe if I didn’t drag him to home, he wouldn’t even be home last night.”
Both Yamada and Chinen stopped their walk so sudden. Chinen was just about to open his mouth to ask when Yamada suddenly turned and ran.
“Ryosuke!”
Daiki turned when a hand gripped his arm. “What?”
“Let him, please. Let them alone.”
Daiki stared at Inoo’s eyes and couldn’t say no. He turned again to the direction where Yamada ran and found the same words from an empty corridor.
Let him alone.
Daiki gulped and turned again to Inoo. “But the choreographer will be mad, and we ....”
Yabu stepped in front of Daiki, made him stopped his talk so sudden.
“If you keep insisting that our existence will be over, we will be really over. I once read somewhere, I forgot where, that the word we say, every word, is a pray. So please, leave him alone. Let them alone.”
This was the first time in his life Yabu said something seriously to him. Daiki couldn’t even say anything. He lost his words and could only nodded to the oldest of them. He once again turned to the direction where Yamada ran and silently pray that he would be okay.
Daiki turned again when a hand tapped his back. He saw Yuto was smiling at him and nodded lightly, signed him the Yamada would be fine.
Author: dean_itoh
Pairing/Subject: Takaki Yuya/Yamada Ryosuke
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: You know that the boys aren't mine~
Summary: Sometimes love is just to let go
Inoo closed the door and sighed when his eyes caught three figures in the room.
“What is happening?”
The three figures looked at him together at the same time, asked Inoo to explain about his question.
“It’s too rare to see you guys in this room this early. I’m just wondering, something might be happening, and I guess I’ve missed it.”
No one answered him. Daiki scratched his head but said nothing too.
“You’re not thinking about something stupid again, aren’t you?”
Daiki looked at him and shook his head. “You do realize that it’s not stupid thing, Inoo-Chan. Okay, I admit that it is stupid to ask whether they’re really together or not to them, but it’s not stupid at all when we think about our future. When they’re caught, we’re done. Why? Because everybody will think that it might be anyone else in the group chose the same way. People will start questions who else of us swing that way. JUMP will be over. No one will believe for everything about us.”
“Guys, please,” Yabu massaged the bridge of his nose, “can we just ..., drop this topic and let it slides. No one will know as long as we keep it. They’ve been hiding it for years and no one of us realize it. They made it. If we keep talking about it, somebody out there will hear and we will be really over.”
Inoo shrugged and walked to the corner. He stopped and walked back to Yabu, and gave him a plastic bag. “You might need it.”
Yabu opened the plastic bag and smiled lightly. He took a can of black coffee before held out the rest to Daiki and Hikaru.
Inoo opened his jacket and stopped for a while. He stared at the wall and didn’t move. “I really wonder.”
No one paid attention to Inoo since he didn’t have any intention of continuing his words.
“I wonder how they do that.”
Hikaru turned to Inoo and raised his brows. “Do what?”
“Having sex.”
Both Daiki and Yabu almost chocked hearing the words. Yabu patted his chest to ease his breathing while Daiki wiped the drink that splashed all over his face.
“Inoo-Chan, you’re thinking too far!”
“You don’t think about that? I mean, man and woman are created to be meant as a couple, but man and man? I wonder how they overcome that part?”
Yabu massaged the bridge of his nose again. “I don’t believe that aside of thinking a way out for them, you’re thinking about that?”
“Isn’t it normal?” Inoo almost bulged his eyes to Yabu. “When you fall in love to someone you are thinking that part too, aren’t you? You want to hug her, you want to kiss her, and you want to do more with her. I’m right, aren’t I?”
Yabu looked away, trying to hide the blush that suddenly appeared on his face.
“He is blushing.” Daiki pointed at the oldest while smiling widely.
“Shut up, shorty!”
“Oi! Don’t call me shorty!”
Yabu smirked and Daiki couldn’t do anything but pouted.
“Inoo-Chan?”
“Yes?”
Hikaru narrowed his eyes and folded his arms. He tapped his chin and pursed his lips before finally smiled. “Can I ask something? About something very personal?”
“Sure?”
“Do you really think about doing ... sex ... with a girl one day?”
Inoo stunned for a while before laughed loudly. “What’s this? Of course I am. One day I will marry a girl and because we are a husband and wife, of course we will doing it. Isn’t it normal? Every couple doing it, right?”
Hikaru sighed heavily.
Inoo suddenly lost his smile. “What’s with the sigh?”
Hikaru shook his head. “Because among all of us, you want to believe it or not, you are the only one who look so gay.”
Daiki laughed loudly so sudden, made Yabu slapped him in his head while smiling widely.
Inoo gaped at the statement.
“And of course it is weird when you asked about how those two are doing it, because I can’t imagine you will be married one day. With a girl, I mean.”
Inoo was still trying to digest Hikaru’s statement. He looked at him in silent and even Hikaru stated his words jokingly, he only found seriousness in his face. He looked at Daiki and Yabu while pointing at Hikaru. “Is he serious? Do I look like a gay?”
Once again Daiki laughed loudly. He beat his thigh many times for the overwhelming feeling he felt. Yabu smiled widely and shook his head.
“No. For me you don’t look like a gay. You just look so girly.”
Inoo rolled his eyes. He lifted his sleeve and showed them his muscles. “Do you still see me as a girl now?”
Daiki laughed more.
Yabu shook his head and walked over to Inoo. “I didn’t say that I see you as a girl. I said you look girly. That means you are a true man, but you look like a girl. It’s different.”
Inoo pursed his lips and pouted.
“Everyone will say the same, Inoo-chan.” Said Daiki while smiling. “From every side of you, you look like a girl. You’re beautiful, your body is kind of, too slender for a young man. Even Takaki sometimes acted like a girl, but he has the shape of a young man. Everyone sees him as a sexy man, but you ..., “ Daiki tapped his chin and narrowed his eyes, “I agree with Yabu that you really look like a girl.”
The door opened and all of Seven entered.
“What’s it? You seem so serious? Something very important?” Yuto put his bag on the sofa.
“Do I look like a girl?” Inoo asked him and hoped the no answer.
All of Seven turned to him and nodded together.
Inoo gaped and stoned for a moment before taking back his hat and walked out of the room.
“Wait, Inoo-Chan!” Daiki ran and reached his arm. “We’re not serious. Don’t be mad! Please?”
Inoo stopped and turned to Daiki. “I’m not mad. Not at all.”
“So why you ran away?”
Inoo showed Daiki his watch. “The practice almost starts. If we don’t hurry up, we will be late, and the choreographer will be mad, and he won’t let us go home until he feels satisfied to punish us.”
This time, Daiki was the who gaped. He then ran to the hall, ignored Inoo who shook his head while smiling lightly.
“Takaki’s not here yet.”
Inoo turned to find Hikaru was staring at him in worry.
“What?” Daiki walked back to them.
“And his phone is off. I can’t reach him.”
“He’s fine this morning when I left.”
Hikaru stopped and turned to Inoo. “You’re there? In Takaki’s apartment?”
Inoo nodded and continued his walk. “He was drenching himself in the rain last night, and I believe if I didn’t drag him to home, he wouldn’t even be home last night.”
Both Yamada and Chinen stopped their walk so sudden. Chinen was just about to open his mouth to ask when Yamada suddenly turned and ran.
“Ryosuke!”
Daiki turned when a hand gripped his arm. “What?”
“Let him, please. Let them alone.”
Daiki stared at Inoo’s eyes and couldn’t say no. He turned again to the direction where Yamada ran and found the same words from an empty corridor.
Let him alone.
Daiki gulped and turned again to Inoo. “But the choreographer will be mad, and we ....”
Yabu stepped in front of Daiki, made him stopped his talk so sudden.
“If you keep insisting that our existence will be over, we will be really over. I once read somewhere, I forgot where, that the word we say, every word, is a pray. So please, leave him alone. Let them alone.”
This was the first time in his life Yabu said something seriously to him. Daiki couldn’t even say anything. He lost his words and could only nodded to the oldest of them. He once again turned to the direction where Yamada ran and silently pray that he would be okay.
Daiki turned again when a hand tapped his back. He saw Yuto was smiling at him and nodded lightly, signed him the Yamada would be fine.