Not again...
Ok, this entry was going to be very up beat and innocent. I was going to detail some normal events in my life, like money being ok again with the two jobs, how I want to actually do some programming in the little free time I have, how I have done some wonderful new sets with the woman, and how much better we are doing together. But no. 2 things had to rear their ugly head.
One was due to some new laws coming into play which may possibly kill my first job again. We have spent months slaving over hot monkey brains to come up with new products and get things rolling again, and now this. I got some of my old pay restored too, but in a couple of months that may once again be a fevered dream. Yay. Thanks GW, I'm so glad we are saving the world right now.
This bit is the actual original cause of my being pissed today. I actually heard someone say they were tired of working for the things they get in their life, and they think they deserve to have someone give them some of the things they want instead. They have worked so hard so far, it must be break time, right? This kind of treatment is what everyone wants?
Oh yea..sure...why not, right? Let someone else’s hard work pay off for you. Yea, every WANTS to simply live their life with no responsibilities except sleeping and fucking, but that is not reality. If you want something, you work for it. There is no break. If your tired of working for the things you want this early in the game, KILL YOURSELF now so I don't have to help you later!
It does not always have to be struggle, and work comes in many forms, not all of which are bad. If the princess is tired, die. Very simple, because it would be so wrong for someone to carry you. We all have to live on this rock together, and we already have enough rich leeches in the upper 1% to give us enough work as is, so don't start expecting other people to fill your life up.
Frankly, I'm a little tired of people around me giving up. It's fucking pathetic. The world is filled with a bunch of weak "save me, help me, fix me" mother fuckers who need a whack from the big foam clue bat. Everyone wants something cheaper or free just for waking up in the morning. Sorry, unless your really special, you face won't brighten anyone’s day enough to have them start shoveling love your way. If you think this is wrong, fuck you.
I have a better idea. For all those who believe they deserve something more than what their hard work has produced, try joining a mainstream religion. You will find tons of people shouting to the sky about things they want done for them, and they get what they deserve I'm sure. Better yet, try enamoring some weakling of the opposite sex to do your bidding. Offer a promise every now and then, and that should keep them going. I see tons of that shit mostly from women, and it makes me want to kill them both, because they are both weak.
I also have a bit more to the point of people who feel "empty" and want more to fill their life...every fucker who likes to have a million things to do to feel busy and worth while usually has nothing inside to back it up. If you can't find strength within, see above for some of my suggestions on what to do with yourself. Some people have so much to do simply because they have nothing to do.
I think I'm going to start doing things a little differently in life. Fuck those who are already weak. If someone feels bad about themselves, I'm going to ignore them instead of help them. In fact, they should feel lucky if I don't try and drive them down a bit just to see how fragile they are. I'll stick to working on my own inner peace and mental clarity. I'm sure it is quite toe that wisdom is knowing much and saying little, so I'll head that way now. Other people you try and drag along are just going to wear you down, and I know I got another 60 or so years left of this rat race, so I need to conserve my energy.
If you want to feel better about yourself, pick up a book of proverbs, and study one a night. Really think about what each one means, and try and remember that. If you can maintain your head when other people lose it, or even stay calm in the face of extreme adversity, you will be happier. Feeling sorry only turns us into the rest of society...a bunch of "poor me, help me, fix me, sad me" fuck offs who get attention by being down when they should probably just die. There are 6 billion of us, I would not miss half of them I'm sure.
And now, with this dark look inside the sick and twisted mind of an aspiring Buddha, I vent, and leave this forever to return to my glacial inner self. I would only return to this out of morbid curiosity. I've lost all faith in you, and I'm sick of you. Fuck off.
~Frost
One was due to some new laws coming into play which may possibly kill my first job again. We have spent months slaving over hot monkey brains to come up with new products and get things rolling again, and now this. I got some of my old pay restored too, but in a couple of months that may once again be a fevered dream. Yay. Thanks GW, I'm so glad we are saving the world right now.
This bit is the actual original cause of my being pissed today. I actually heard someone say they were tired of working for the things they get in their life, and they think they deserve to have someone give them some of the things they want instead. They have worked so hard so far, it must be break time, right? This kind of treatment is what everyone wants?
Oh yea..sure...why not, right? Let someone else’s hard work pay off for you. Yea, every WANTS to simply live their life with no responsibilities except sleeping and fucking, but that is not reality. If you want something, you work for it. There is no break. If your tired of working for the things you want this early in the game, KILL YOURSELF now so I don't have to help you later!
It does not always have to be struggle, and work comes in many forms, not all of which are bad. If the princess is tired, die. Very simple, because it would be so wrong for someone to carry you. We all have to live on this rock together, and we already have enough rich leeches in the upper 1% to give us enough work as is, so don't start expecting other people to fill your life up.
Frankly, I'm a little tired of people around me giving up. It's fucking pathetic. The world is filled with a bunch of weak "save me, help me, fix me" mother fuckers who need a whack from the big foam clue bat. Everyone wants something cheaper or free just for waking up in the morning. Sorry, unless your really special, you face won't brighten anyone’s day enough to have them start shoveling love your way. If you think this is wrong, fuck you.
I have a better idea. For all those who believe they deserve something more than what their hard work has produced, try joining a mainstream religion. You will find tons of people shouting to the sky about things they want done for them, and they get what they deserve I'm sure. Better yet, try enamoring some weakling of the opposite sex to do your bidding. Offer a promise every now and then, and that should keep them going. I see tons of that shit mostly from women, and it makes me want to kill them both, because they are both weak.
I also have a bit more to the point of people who feel "empty" and want more to fill their life...every fucker who likes to have a million things to do to feel busy and worth while usually has nothing inside to back it up. If you can't find strength within, see above for some of my suggestions on what to do with yourself. Some people have so much to do simply because they have nothing to do.
I think I'm going to start doing things a little differently in life. Fuck those who are already weak. If someone feels bad about themselves, I'm going to ignore them instead of help them. In fact, they should feel lucky if I don't try and drive them down a bit just to see how fragile they are. I'll stick to working on my own inner peace and mental clarity. I'm sure it is quite toe that wisdom is knowing much and saying little, so I'll head that way now. Other people you try and drag along are just going to wear you down, and I know I got another 60 or so years left of this rat race, so I need to conserve my energy.
If you want to feel better about yourself, pick up a book of proverbs, and study one a night. Really think about what each one means, and try and remember that. If you can maintain your head when other people lose it, or even stay calm in the face of extreme adversity, you will be happier. Feeling sorry only turns us into the rest of society...a bunch of "poor me, help me, fix me, sad me" fuck offs who get attention by being down when they should probably just die. There are 6 billion of us, I would not miss half of them I'm sure.
And now, with this dark look inside the sick and twisted mind of an aspiring Buddha, I vent, and leave this forever to return to my glacial inner self. I would only return to this out of morbid curiosity. I've lost all faith in you, and I'm sick of you. Fuck off.
~Frost