Wow.... I wasn't expecting this at all. You're welcome, Lisa. I really was planning to go inside WAD and see what was going on, but both of the guys who were with me at the time were really against the idea for their own reasons. After the situation with the cop and your car (I really do like that name "Lucky 13", btw. :) ), I just found it all so surreal, I had to leave. Sorry I didn't come inside, but I didn't think you'd want to see me anyway.
Thank you for what you said about my mom. I'm scared (something happened yesterday that I'll post about later), but you're right - all I can do is be there for her and hope for the best.
You're certainly not the only person that took others for granted. In a way, I'm just as guilty... of doing the opposite. I cared so much about you, of course, that I drove you away by trying too hard to be close as a friend when what you really needed was some space. I was stupid because I didn't see that. And I was stupid for not seeing that sooner. I let being hurt by your response (or lack of it) get to me so much, it poisoned everything else. I see now that I was a fool to let it go that far.
I'd like very much for us to be able to talk sometime. But just like before, that's up to you. Take care.
P.S. Would this be your car's official birthday - Friday the 13th? ;)
Haha yes I celebrate lucky 13 every friday the 13 by going out for a curise @ night :-D Yea, Janet is the one who told me to read your livejournal. It would have been good to see you if you have came in but everyone would have died of shock when if you came in LMAO. well I'll talk to you later Bye
You should cruise over to McPherson and come visit tonight. I'll buy you dinner, take you to a carnaval, and a gallon of gas for Lucky 13 for her birthday. :)
Please tell Janet I said hello. I hope she's doing alright. I miss her too.
Yeah, I really was planning to come into WAD that night. But after the cop left (I was lucky he didn't arrest my ass for smacking his car trunk while he was backing up. Maybe Lucky 13 looked out for me there for saving her. :) ), I sort of felt like there was nothing more positive that would've happened after that than that incident. I felt like... "Ok, you did a good deed. Leave it at that and leave them alone". I wanted to come back, but the guys were against it and wanted to go somewhere else, so... I let it go and we left.
Besides, some people at WAD may think I'm guilty of a lot of things, but I wouldn't want murder (causing death of shock) to be one of them. :)
Have a good night. TTYL... and enjoy the curly fries. ;)
Thank you for what you said about my mom. I'm scared (something happened yesterday that I'll post about later), but you're right - all I can do is be there for her and hope for the best.
You're certainly not the only person that took others for granted. In a way, I'm just as guilty... of doing the opposite. I cared so much about you, of course, that I drove you away by trying too hard to be close as a friend when what you really needed was some space. I was stupid because I didn't see that. And I was stupid for not seeing that sooner. I let being hurt by your response (or lack of it) get to me so much, it poisoned everything else. I see now that I was a fool to let it go that far.
I'd like very much for us to be able to talk sometime. But just like before, that's up to you. Take care.
P.S. Would this be your car's official birthday - Friday the 13th? ;)
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Yea, Janet is the one who told me to read your livejournal. It would have been good to see you if you have came in but everyone would have died of shock when if you came in LMAO.
well I'll talk to you later
Bye
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Please tell Janet I said hello. I hope she's doing alright. I miss her too.
Yeah, I really was planning to come into WAD that night. But after the cop left (I was lucky he didn't arrest my ass for smacking his car trunk while he was backing up. Maybe Lucky 13 looked out for me there for saving her. :) ), I sort of felt like there was nothing more positive that would've happened after that than that incident. I felt like... "Ok, you did a good deed. Leave it at that and leave them alone". I wanted to come back, but the guys were against it and wanted to go somewhere else, so... I let it go and we left.
Besides, some people at WAD may think I'm guilty of a lot of things, but I wouldn't want murder (causing death of shock) to be one of them. :)
Have a good night. TTYL... and enjoy the curly fries. ;)
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