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[deadtobrenton]

Lonely on Christmas Eve
Piles of junk lay wrapped under the Christmas tree
The one you love ignores your affections
And flirts about with whomever she pleases
How on this Holy night,
This night of everlasting joy
Which brought the angels from heaven,
How on this night can one woman cause one man so much pain
The electric blanket on my lap
Big enough for two,
But occupied for one
The blanket reminds me of the joy that is imagined
The joy that exists in my fantasy
But that is drowned out in my present
I hate Christmas