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[deadtobrenton]

Angry grumblings within my head
Spite and malice towards all
Why are these feelings in me
I don't want to hate
But actions build the wall of anger
Until my thoughts flood my being
Hatred and malice towards those who go unnamed
The jealousy of my mind over the one whom I love
The phantom inside myself comes to light
The masquerade is over and all have seen my dark song
Why is this hatred in me
No claim have I over her
Yet the intrusion overwhelms my being
And my defense goes into play
I sit lonesome in my dark cave
The swallowing darkness as cold as my thoughts
I wish I didn't feel this
But there is nothing I can do.