Sometimes I feel like I am drunk behind the wheel
Sometimes watching my family work with eachother is like watching a t.v. sitcom with a generic plot you've seen a million times. I sit there, with this odd disconection from reality, and my family becomes the people on the screen. As I view, theres an annoying feeling of melodrama encompasing me, as there is a lot of yelling and motion, but the outcome is already known. It really irritates me though, because most of it, like a t.v. sitcom, is about nothing. Absolutely nothing. I give them solutions, they keep repeating the problem. Why isn't anyone pro-active? I sometimes see wax-figurines instead. I see very life-like portrayels of my family, but not the real thing. Maybe there is no real thing. Maybe that's all there is.