I WILL

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Now there's 2 things i can do :

1) feel sorry for my self

or

2) Get back up on my feet and take control of my life.

CONTROL .. no matter what, in whatever situation.. i have learnt to always have control.
dont ever ever lose the power to control yourself.. to control your emotions.
Control.. live like you own the world.

I am beautiful, i am envied, i am loved, i am good.
I will be the queen , because thats what i am.
I am the queen of my life.
and i will live it that way.
and i have so much love to give to others.
i will not stop and think of a lose when i have so much of other things to be grateful for.
i will not take defeat. i refuse to give in.
im standing up. taking control.
this is me- this is who i am.
the new and improved juliana.
who i will learn to love. and to share the love.
i am beautiful, i am wonderful.
i am the daughter of God. He loves me.
and i will win this battle. i will.. JUST BECAUSE I CAN.
AND I WILL

i have wonderful great friends by my side all the time. no time to feel sorry for myself but to create enjoyable wonderful experience with each other. I thank God everyday for them.
they are my fire.. my strenght. together forever.