Fuckin Foxfire

May 18, 2006 16:55

I just had a long post written up, but something happened and the window closed, bastards. The long and short of it, yeah I think I can summarize.
-Felt better after the theraputic post
-Thought I was wrong about one of the topics
-Shot myself in the foot and thus was right about all of the topics
-Except for the failed Mormon relationship, I've been batting .000 since Jan 05
-Trying out for the ring announcer position for the EWA
-So fed up want to become Jeremiah Johnson and live off the land

So there you have it, everything that should have been in the post, but quickly summarized without the bullshit. I feel like the flowers in ghostbusters and the table cloth was just taken out of me. Just no clue anymore, no idea what to do, recluse looks to be a better idea each day as the sun sets.

Yes, I know this isn't a good option, but I try to distract myself and it isn't working. This depression or whatever it is is even effecting how I feel when I go to the gym. Life sucks, I'm wearing my helmet and trying to make myself as happy as possible, I just can't find much to be happy about nowadays.
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