7 Year Stasis
You really never get to see who a person truly is until they are angry. I like to think that everything we do every relationship we ever have what ever kind it is, we have for a reason, that we have it to learn something. I hope with time that I will figure out what the lesson of mine and J.C's relationship really was. As for now I am probably going to guess I am in the sadness phase of the whole mourning process.
Things just got extremely out of hand. I don't know how I am supposed to react to the guilt of I will kill myself or all the threats and the multiple accounts to get at me to threaten and guilt me more. I just try to ignore it try to remember that she is just angry and or sad. But some things are just not cool and I can't allow myself to fall for it and respond. I can't do it. It would be easier if I had some one to talk to. Some one to calm me down, when all this mess does get in.
I miss my friends, which I have ostresized and become distant from. I hope things get better. Thats my update.
Things just got extremely out of hand. I don't know how I am supposed to react to the guilt of I will kill myself or all the threats and the multiple accounts to get at me to threaten and guilt me more. I just try to ignore it try to remember that she is just angry and or sad. But some things are just not cool and I can't allow myself to fall for it and respond. I can't do it. It would be easier if I had some one to talk to. Some one to calm me down, when all this mess does get in.
I miss my friends, which I have ostresized and become distant from. I hope things get better. Thats my update.