The Holidays
So I was dumped today. Happy holidays. I feel utterly sick and pathetic. Not only was I dumped. However this would make ...lets count them....this would make I would roughly wager the seventh time I have been dumped by J.C. And I must say by pretty much everyone I know's standards that would make me indeed pathetic. or at the very least a Moron. I have this pit this deep dark pit growing in pain in my stomach. and I really really wish I didn't have to go back to class on Monday. I really don't feel like doing the whole holiday thing tomorrow. and I really just don't feel like anything. I am gonna go curl up in my bed now and just try to block it all away. Denial may not be in-reference to a river in Egypt but it is something I can readily use to help myself sleep tonight. I really dont have much else I can say right now.